My most wonderful, exciting birthday!!!!

i turned 23 2day!!!

waking up to find 23 msgs from my best friend!!!
26 misssed calls which were supposed to be 23 bas li2anha daykhaa thaye3aat shway ;p ;*****

and going to her home to find that christmas tree with 23 gifts!!!!!!!!
the most beautiful gift is YOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!! ;*****
i can never find a gift more precious!! you're the only gift i want!! ur all what i want and neeed!!!!! I LOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FR MAKING my day sooooooooooooooooooooooooo special!!!!
ambaih i love u so much i just cant tell you how uch i was touched!! ambaih oo low i didn't know about this may be kint 6e7t ghashyanaaa!!!

thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnks a million!! a zillion!!!
a7ibbich so much im so glad u are my friend!!! and so much more than that!! i enjoyed 2day a lot!! it's the best day ib my whole life!! walla mako youm a7la min hal youm!! 7ata the day we went to shalaih oo alllll the summer days we spent 2gether!! 3ajeeeeeeeeeeeeeb 3ajeeeeeeeeeeeb eyannin!! ambaih im so happy!! THANK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!! ;**********************



TO ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS,
THANK YOU FOR STILL REMEMBERING ME! ;P
thank you for your sweet words ;**

i want to upload a pic of my bday tree and gifts!!



ako a7laaa?!!!!
ako a7san minhaaa?!!! goloooooly intaw intaw golooooooooooooooooooooooolllllllyyy!!! ako a7saaaaaaaaan?!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ambaih a7san insana bil dinya!! a7san friend and sister!! a7san everything!!! ambaih im so happy!!!

and btw, the tree was because i always loved christmas trees and wished for a tree with so much gifts under it!! and she just did what i've always dreamed for!!! zoqa!! oo cute!! oo etshawweg!! 7atheee!! walla a so lucky for having u!! walla walla!!! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmwah!! ;****

Nothing Seems Enough..

There is always something wrong in every good thing I do..

to a friend..

to you, who loves me now not more, but more serious than before.. I dont know what u meant by that, i'll just assume it's a good thing.. I still need to see you and i dooo still need your phone calls.. And yeah i missed your hugs ;** and your crazy love ;p i still need to hear your laugh and stare at your beautiful dimple ;**
I need you to talk to me, look at me, love me, miss me just the way you did before..
I need your friendship and i need you ;**

inta w bas..

آخر مرة دخلت هذا المكان كان صاخبا
مزدحما
لا أطيق المكوث فيه
ادخل لسبب واحد
لأمل واحد
ان اجده
ثم اجذبه
قد تكفيني نظره
لمحه سريعه
بل يكفيني ان ينظر باتجاهي!
نظره منه كانت كافيه لجنوني
في حبه!
لمحني
واقترب
مزقني
سرق كل ما فيني
اعطاني قلبه
اختفي الناس فجأة
وحدنا نحن اصبحنا
وحدنا
انت و انا
ارتمي بحضنك
ابكي
على ايام طالت في انتظارك
على قصه حب ستكون اجمل من الحكايات
تمسكني بيدك
التي طالما حلمت بلمسها
تهمس بصوتك
احبك
اسقط انا في هاويه الجنون
اهيم بك
تحملني
توقضني
تنقذني
اتلفت
لا اجد الصخب
اتذكر!
انك اصبحت انت وحدك
في قلبي

Ra7alah,

I

LOVE

YOU

bass 7asait i want to say it out loud oo there's no where else..

love you!

لماذا أنت؟؟

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Originally uploaded by Claire Bear.

لأنك الخطأ

الذي أعشقه

لأنك البرد

أرتعش منك

تبعدني عنك

فلا أجد سلوى سوى الدمع

لأنك تدفأني

بعد كل هذا

بكلمة

أو ربما

بقبلة

انتظرها بلهفة

فأتأمل شفتيك

لتقبلني

لكن ..

لأنك لا تفهم ما أريد

لأنك لا تعرف من أكون

ومن تكون

عندي أنا..

لماذا أنت؟؟

لأنك أغنيتي كل صباح

لأنك مذاقي كل اسبوع

لأنك فيلمي المفضل

لأنك ابتسامتي

كل يوم


لأنك الحلم

لا استطيع الحصول عليك

ولأنك الواقع

المؤلم ..


أو

واقع ربما يكون أجمل

بوجودنا


لأنك أجمل ما رأيت

و أرق من عرفت

لأنك تحبني

ليس كما أريد

فأحترق

لأعجبك

لتحبني

لأكون انا وحدي

في قلبك ..

لهذا

أنت

To love or not to love

Now that is the question.

Am I overrating love? Or is it worth it?
When u fall deep down in love
When u get so close to the one u love
When u know everything about the one u love
I discovered
This hurts more
Than not having the one u love
And seeing them loving others, not u

So just a piece of advice,
If u love someone
And ur not having them
Just stay away
It’s much better
And hurts less

The more u know them, the more ur hurt..

رسالة ..

صديقتي ..
لا أعلم كيف أبدأ أو كيف سأنتهي لو بدأت
أنتِ
أوتعلمين من أنتِ؟
أُنظري في عيني
ألا ترين؟؟

حبٌ مجنون
و قلبٌ مفتون
و عقلٌ..
أي عقل؟
أي عقل هذا وقد وصل الحب مرحلة الجنون!

قلبي
ماذا فعلت به؟
دخلتي كإعصارٍ حطم كل شيء..
و بقيتي
أنتِ!
إعصارك جميل
جميلٌ ما تفعلينه بقلبي!

أهذا ما يسمونه الحب؟؟
رائعٌ هذا الحب!
متعبٌ هذا الحب!
قلبي قد تَعِب
و لكن ما أروعه هذا الشعور!
تعبٌ ممتعٌ لذيذ

كنتِ لي أختاً
بل مأوى!
كنت لي لوناً
في سواد أيامي..

أعلم أني أجد عندك ما لا أجده في الآخرين
حبٌ صادق!
شعورٌ متبادل
و..
إدمان؟

..
قلبي يريد البوح أكثر
لكن العين تحكي أفضل!

P.S. I never wrote something bil 3arabi 3an how much i love someone.. a7iss i can't ma3aref a3abbir oo mo zaina ib kitaabat il3araabi .. i say it better in english.. bass li2annich ghair, oo li2anna i wanted to write you somethng different, this came out.. not so good, bas i hope u felt what's going on in there..
a7ibbich ;**

I hate it when you do that!

You never answer the phone when I call

You promise me something, but never fulfill it

You make me love you, and then go away

You don't call me any more

You don't sms me

You say you love me, I know you don't mean it!

You say you miss me, really?? Like tell me what exactly do you miss?? Me calling you and you not answering? Oh yes that is what you miss!

Yes, I feel empty! I hate how you make me love you, and then leave me feeling this way!

I feel empty, beacuse you're not around any more.. You don't talk to me any more!

I miss the long chats we used to have! when I just wanted you to SHUT UP!

I don't want you to shut up again..

I want you to talk for days! Weeks if you want to!

I hate how you make me hate you but love you at the same time!


I'm confused..

i can't seem to have enough of you

Every time I look at you
I see something new
I can't stop talking about you
The words seem so few

Telling you I love you all the time
Doesn't seem enough
You added this little thing I missed all my life
I'm so glad I had you

My days are so much brighter
It's all because of you
Am not so good a writer
But you made me so

Because my love to you
Is changing so much in me
I enjoy everything I do
If it's about you

I loved you before you were even born
And now, i can't call it love..
It's just that...
Every time I look at you
I feel that
I can't have enough of you!
;**