Where Words Are... Ceaseless !

to a friend..

2008-11-04T23:25:00.002+03:00

to you, who loves me now not more, but more serious than before.. I dont know what u meant by that, i'll just assume it's a good thing.. I still need to see you and i dooo still need your phone calls.. And yeah i missed your hugs ;** and your crazy love ;p i still need to hear your laugh and stare at your beautiful dimple ;**
I need you to talk to me, look at me, love me, miss me just the way you did before..
I need your friendship and i need you ;**

inta w bas..

2008-09-28T15:10:00.001+03:00

آخر مرة دخلت هذا المكان كان صاخبا
مزدحما
لا أطيق المكوث فيه
ادخل لسبب واحد
لأمل واحد
ان اجده
ثم اجذبه
قد تكفيني نظره
لمحه سريعه
بل يكفيني ان ينظر باتجاهي!
نظره منه كانت كافيه لجنوني
في حبه!
لمحني
واقترب
مزقني
سرق كل ما فيني
اعطاني قلبه
اختفي الناس فجأة
وحدنا نحن اصبحنا
وحدنا
انت و انا
ارتمي بحضنك
ابكي
على ايام طالت في انتظارك
على قصه حب ستكون اجمل من الحكايات
تمسكني بيدك
التي طالما حلمت بلمسها
تهمس بصوتك
احبك
اسقط انا في هاويه الجنون
اهيم بك
تحملني
توقضني
تنقذني
اتلفت
لا اجد الصخب
اتذكر!
انك اصبحت انت وحدك
في قلبي

لماذا أنت؟؟

2008-06-22T18:57:00.003+03:00

Natural 48/365
Originally uploaded by Claire Bear.

لأنك الخطأ

الذي أعشقه

لأنك البرد

أرتعش منك

تبعدني عنك

فلا أجد سلوى سوى الدمع

لأنك تدفأني

بعد كل هذا

بكلمة

أو ربما

بقبلة

انتظرها بلهفة

فأتأمل شفتيك

لتقبلني

لكن ..

لأنك لا تفهم ما أريد

لأنك لا تعرف من أكون

ومن تكون

عندي أنا..

لماذا أنت؟؟

لأنك أغنيتي كل صباح

لأنك مذاقي كل اسبوع

لأنك فيلمي المفضل

لأنك ابتسامتي

كل يوم

لأنك الحلم

لا استطيع الحصول عليك

ولأنك الواقع

المؤلم ..

أو

واقع ربما يكون أجمل

بوجودنا

لأنك أجمل ما رأيت

و أرق من عرفت

لأنك تحبني

ليس كما أريد

فأحترق

لأعجبك

لتحبني

لأكون انا وحدي

في قلبك ..

لهذا

أنت

To love or not to love

2008-04-26T17:34:00.002+03:00

Now that is the question.

Am I overrating love? Or is it worth it?
When u fall deep down in love
When u get so close to the one u love
When u know everything about the one u love
I discovered
This hurts more
Than not having the one u love
And seeing them loving others, not u

So just a piece of advice,
If u love someone
And ur not having them
Just stay away
It’s much better
And hurts less

The more u know them, the more ur hurt..

رسالة ..

2008-01-13T12:16:00.000+03:00

صديقتي ..
لا أعلم كيف أبدأ أو كيف سأنتهي لو بدأت
أنتِ
أوتعلمين من أنتِ؟
أُنظري في عيني
ألا ترين؟؟

حبٌ مجنون
و قلبٌ مفتون
و عقلٌ..
أي عقل؟
أي عقل هذا وقد وصل الحب مرحلة الجنون!

قلبي
ماذا فعلت به؟
دخلتي كإعصارٍ حطم كل شيء..
و بقيتي
أنتِ!
إعصارك جميل
جميلٌ ما تفعلينه بقلبي!

أهذا ما يسمونه الحب؟؟
رائعٌ هذا الحب!
متعبٌ هذا الحب!
قلبي قد تَعِب
و لكن ما أروعه هذا الشعور!
تعبٌ ممتعٌ لذيذ

كنتِ لي أختاً
بل مأوى!
كنت لي لوناً
في سواد أيامي..

أعلم أني أجد عندك ما لا أجده في الآخرين
حبٌ صادق!
شعورٌ متبادل
و..
إدمان؟

..
قلبي يريد البوح أكثر
لكن العين تحكي أفضل!

P.S. I never wrote something bil 3arabi 3an how much i love someone.. a7iss i can't ma3aref a3abbir oo mo zaina ib kitaabat il3araabi .. i say it better in english.. bass li2annich ghair, oo li2anna i wanted to write you somethng different, this came out.. not so good, bas i hope u felt what's going on in there..
a7ibbich ;**

I hate it when you do that!

2008-01-10T20:35:00.001+03:00

You never answer the phone when I call

You promise me something, but never fulfill it

You make me love you, and then go away

You don't call me any more

You don't sms me

You say you love me, I know you don't mean it!

You say you miss me, really?? Like tell me what exactly do you miss?? Me calling you and you not answering? Oh yes that is what you miss!

Yes, I feel empty! I hate how you make me love you, and then leave me feeling this way!

I feel empty, beacuse you're not around any more.. You don't talk to me any more!

I miss the long chats we used to have! when I just wanted you to SHUT UP!

I don't want you to shut up again..

I want you to talk for days! Weeks if you want to!

I hate how you make me hate you but love you at the same time!

I'm confused..

i can't seem to have enough of you

2007-12-25T14:12:00.000+03:00

Every time I look at you
I see something new
I can't stop talking about you
The words seem so few

Telling you I love you all the time
Doesn't seem enough
You added this little thing I missed all my life
I'm so glad I had you

My days are so much brighter
It's all because of you
Am not so good a writer
But you made me so

Because my love to you
Is changing so much in me
I enjoy everything I do
If it's about you

I loved you before you were even born
And now, i can't call it love..
It's just that...
Every time I look at you
I feel that
I can't have enough of you!
;**

علاقات سطحية.. حبٌ أقوى

2007-11-17T21:38:00.000+03:00

لا أعلم لماذا اتعمق في علاقات اعلم أنها تجرحني..

لا أدري لماذا أسامحك!

تخطأ مرة
مرتين
مليون!
وفي كل مرة اقول انها النهاية
يا ترى، من هذا الذي أخدع!

تذكرني بالبحر
يُلزمني أن أبقى على السطح
لا أغوص

يعلم أني ضعيفة

و أن الأعماق لن تخرجني....

حية!

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2007-04-22T21:33:00.000+03:00

It's great to have those people in our lives! People who share the moments, who make those moments more valuable..
I've been blessed, for the friends I know are just the perfect pieces that hold my life all together..

It's sweet to have a friend who gives u hope, cheers u up, encourages u, who's around always,, and forever "D ;***" i shall say no more! :*

It's comforting to have a friend who u can openly share ur thoughts with, even those illegal, sinful, bad thoughts! "F!!" i wonder to whom would i say these thoughts if i didnt know u!

It's WONDERFUL to have a friend keeping u aware of ur mistakes, telling u the truth always, knowing how u feel just by looking at u or talking to u.. "K" it's great to know u since our childhood ;**

It's lovely to have a friend whose personality is so much like you, a friend i can really depend on, a friend who's nothing but kindness and sweetness, nothing but a smiling face! "R" ya a6yab galb bil dinya!

It's super great to have a friend who keeps on telling u how much u mean to her, how much u've changed her life, a friend who's ready to do whatever u wanna do, a friend who never waits for ur call, bacause she is the one who always call.. "L" May i never miss ur name on my mobile's screen! ;***

It's soothing to have a friend who makes u laugh when ur so depressed, who's able to draw a smile on those very blue days! A friend who has a good sense of humor ;** "N!!!!!!!" if i want to cheer up, i'll just think of u!

Finally, it's amazing to have a friend getting excited when u are, helping u when ur in need, giving u those warm hugs, a friend who's there no matter what, and a friend who talks too much! "DG" having u is so much fun! :**

i don't know why I wrote this, but I just felt I wanted to say it out loud..

I HaTe "THeM"!!!

2007-02-19T12:21:00.000+03:00

awalan am sorrry to say what am gonna say, i have friends of "them" whom i love! oo glad to know "them" bass ako some of "THEM" akrahhom!!

Like for example, my physics professor was an ASS@#$!%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! akraha akraha akraha oo lai ilyoum ad3ee 3alaih!
It's for u to judge ok .. 5al agol my problem!!

1st midterm: ana 12/20 ehya 5/20
2nd midterm: ana 13/20 ehya 4/20
final: madreee bass she said she didnt do well (she's my frnd, i love her, basss menqahra shasawee :p"
quizzes: ana 5/10 ehya 3/10
Total grade: ana F! ehya C+!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it fair?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9ij 9ij is it faaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir!?!!!!!?!!!
She got a C+ because she was one of "THEM"!!! and i got an F because i WASNT!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

AND TODAY!!! OMG!!! ONE OF THE MOST GIRLS I HATE FROM "THEM" is with me in a class :'( min garadat 7atheee! ilmohim! mudarestana il7ilwa is ALSO ONE OF THEM!! bass 3al aqal she's shwayya ahwan men hatheech staghfar Allah!!
ilmohim the teacher said "blah blah blah,, bass 6ab3an 6ab3an bil kwaiit mAKO hal shay!"
(it was something good by the way!)
chan this bitch etgool "eeeeh akeeed mako bil kwait, mas5ara likwait"
ana i was like WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RRRRRRRRRR UUUUUUUUUUUUU TO JUDGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! INTAY A9LAN A5ER WA7DA LAZIM ETA7ACHAIIN 3AN LIKWAAAAIIT!! mita u came here a9lan!! akbar ghala6 ena likwait 3a6atkom wayyh!!!!!!!!!!
ambaih i hate them i HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9arat deeeerat'hom oo derat other "THEM"!!!!!!!!!!
WE7NA!!!! E7NAAA WAIIN RE7NA!! hathy deeeratna wohma malat 3alaiihom maskeen kil shayy weysha5oun 7ag ba3ath!
oo a9lan galbhom 3ala ba3ath mo i7na malat 3alaiina kil wa7ed yaby ey6ayye7 ilthany gha9ib,, weykasser meyadeeeeeeeefa!

hfffffffffffff weddy aqtelhom kilhom!! kilhom kilhom wa9eer bass ana bil 3aalam :p
weyya my frnds illy min "them" ;** ilsan3eeen!

oo bass 7addy kint me7tara min hathy staghfar Allah weddy asibha ba3ad!! mateste7y 7adha mateste7y 7araaaaaaatneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
7alaya wayeha il5ayes! :'(:'( akraha!

3ala Golat Nona

2006-12-25T20:59:00.000+03:00

"Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, Happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday to me.. Sana 7ilwa Ya gameel, sana 7ilwa ya Gameel, sana 7ilwa yaaaa Anaaaa, sana 7ilwa ya gameeel!"
Nona is a 3 year old grl ;** etyannin a7bha! :**

My birthday! waz ams! :p
a7la Birthday bil dinya kilha!! ths year's was the best!! oo last year's was thany best ;p

At 9:30 i waz in class, at 11:30 i waz 3ind il6abeeba ga3adt 3ndaha till 1:30!! chan a6la3 coz i had a class at 2! oo madashait 3al doc ;/ 3ad kint metshawga!!
at 2 i waz in class oo at 2:45 ring ring, my mobile rings
it was N..
N: wainich?
ana: tawny 6al3a min ilkoliya
N: 3ayal ta3alay baitna taghaday
ana: la fashla intaw 5ala9taw ghada shako ayee, ana gayla baroo7 atghada eb baitna
N: la la,, ta3alay mereeny eshrayech enroo7 ma63am?
ana: haw inta mataghadaiit?
N: embala bass mo 3adil
ana: ok now amerrek

lalaaalala, we9alt
N: Hala Hala
ana: ya hala oo ya mas'hala
N: ha wain tabeen etroo7een?
ana: ummm madreeee inta et3aref ma6a3em akthar menny
N: shrayech shay oo na3na3?
ana: ee 5osh! wala marra re7tla!
N: wila chilis?
ana: ALLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!
N: ee a3arflich ana ;p
ana: emmmm wila LA LA MUKAN A7LA! FRIDAAAAYS! meshtahya their turtle cake!
N: yalla fridays fridays, manegdar en7acheech ilyoum ;p
ana: way chan zain kil youm youm meelday! :p

endish fridays,
i order
ana: mara7 ta6lib?
N: la shab3an
ana: haww!! 3ayal laish etgol innik mo makil 3adil!
N: 3ashanich. 3ashan terthain ina ne6la3
ana: waih ma7ib akil ebrou7ii ;/
N: asa3dech lat7ateen ;p

akalna oo sheba3na,
oo 6alabna turtle cake
me: plz could u put a candle? but dont sing!
il naadel: yeah sure! is it ur birthday?
me: ummm no (5eft etha gilt eeeh eyghaneeely :p)
il naadel: ok

the turtle cake comes! WITHOUT a candle! :'(
n e way, we ate it ;p

in the car
N: wain taben etro7en now?
ana: ba3ad feeha 6al3a!
N: kaifich etha tabeen enroo7
ana: ee ok 5anroo7 marks n spencer neshtereelna cham shay 7ag ilsafra

enroo7 oo neshtery aghrath... oo enred ilbait at 9
a7la awgaat, ma3 a3az ilnasssss ;***

teyeely Hadiya min the sweetest frnd, oo araq frnd!! ashya2 raqeeqa methlha! ashya2 etyannin methlha!

then eyeeeny a7la yereeesh! min a7la Dalal bil 3aaaaaalam!!! waaaayyy latheeth latheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeth!!
oo bamboooo sticks! 3ashan adaraab ena arabeehom gabil ma eyee il baby :p
oo WAFFFFFFFFFLE MACHIIIIIIINEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :********* oo ashya2 et3aqed! ashya2 maynona! quotes jameeeela!! oo 9adeeeqa ajmal!!! mmmmmwaaaah :***

wil youm!! tyeeeen hadiya 6weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeela! wem3alag 3alaiha a7la balloon shefta ib 7ayaaaatiiiii kilhaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

wil shay waz a drawing staand!!!!!!!!!!!! :***********
Min the kindest person i've ever known!! a7ibbbbbbbiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiich :*******

Willy yaby il da7, maygool aa7..

2006-12-18T22:00:00.000+03:00

This was a "mathal" i read from a comment by "Miss Amthal"
willy lil asaf madre wain e5tefat!
Mathooooola!! am writing again oo am keeping my blog alive coz of u!
where are yooooooooouuuuuu?!!!!!

Ok now let me at7acha 3an somsing else..

My sister's engaged!
6ab3an ANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 3ady a6ee7 ghashyana min ilwanasa!
ABAAAIH! like u know! i was engaged n i DIDNT like being so at AAALLLLLLLLL!!
oo i seee others mestanseeeen oo meshta6eeen oo ana i was like "shfeeeehom!! mo wanasa! laish ohma mestanseeeen!!"
Being married is fun oo wanasa, bass being engaged?! especially those first days OMG THEY WERE WAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII3!!
i was scared n i cried every night!!
i kept thinking about mom, dad, my brothers, n sisters! HOW WOULD I LIVE WITHOUT SEEING THEM EVERYDAY?!! having lunch with them! shlon agdar at7amal ma ashoof 3aba6hom! oo ma asta3be6 ma3ahom!! shlon agdar a3eesh youm bedoun ma i kiss 3abood!!! shlon mara7 amirhom every Sat. after skool! shloon mara7 at7ala 3ala 3abood kil youm! mara7 agre9 5dooda! wa6ega 3ala karshaaaaaaa ;**** how will i go to college alone? without my sis! wentahawash in whose car we're goin! How could i not listen to all of siwalfhom! everyday! every second! shlon ahed my room! my bed! my EVERYTHING!!
i was so depressed! oo ashof my sisters kilhom emkayfeeeen! wagoolihom lai hal daraja taboun teftakoun menny?!
BUT NOOOOOOW!! WHEN I KNEW SHINO SHE3OOR BEING E5ET ILMA56OOBA! AMBAAAAAAAAAAAAIH EYAAAANNNNNNIIIIIN!!
wagoolihom malat 3alaikom 9ij kintaw emkayfeen wana a3aaany! oo bacheeeee!! wentaw wala 7aseeeeeen! bey6eeeroon min ilwanasa! wagool 7ag my sis, eeeh now 7issay feeeny, 7issay ib i7sas ilma56oba il mo 7ilo ;p
7araaaam kasra 5a6ry!! oo waraha sheghel oo louya waayy la2 la2 wetha taby etsawy 3ers em7atat! ambaih kil dgeega endeg 3ala ba3ath LOOOOOOOOOOOOL!! she asks me abt stuff wana i ask her shino a5er ilta6aworat ;p
oo "N" eygoly ma9araat 5e6ba hathy ;p kil thanya emkalmeen ba3ath ;p
LOOOOOOOOOOL AMBAIH MASHALLAAAAAAH EMKAAAAYFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

oo bass ma3asalama :p

i WaNT 'N' WaNT !!!

2006-12-08T16:01:00.000+03:00

Remember the "i want" list i wrote hmm like when? last year? a3teqed yeah!
ilmohim, since my birthday's comin up soon baktib another i want list 3ashan ma ata3bkom lama etyeboonly hadaya just pick one oo 3ala 6oul 6egaw silf weshterooly yaha :p

So besmillah nabda2 ;p

1- i want a popcorn machine :p

2- a waffle machine!

3- a new cam (bas la7ad eyeebly coz hathy ana bashtereeha aby 3ala thouqy :p)

4- a new mobile

5- i want my pink laptop arriving soon! oo i hope ena eyeee 9ij!

6- i want "jireesh" Reem!

7- i wanna go to johny carinos!!!!

8- i want to go to the airport

9- to ikea

10- to galleria 2000

11- a stand to draw on

12- i want ma3rath il ketab ily 6afny ;/

13- aby a book feeh personality quizzes

14- aby aste3eed maharaaty ilketabiya!

15- wil fanniya!

16- weddddy arou7 ilshi3ib! wedddy!

17- aby al3ab dawrat kout ;/ madre dawry :p

18- aby sirk!

19- aby ashof shay eytha7ik wayed wayed wayed wayed wag3ad ath7ak lain dmoo3y tanzil :p

20- yaqbeeloony edareya ;/ hffff malait!

21- aby arfesss a7ad rafsaaa QAAAAWWWWWWWWWWEYAAAAAA!!

22- aby a6eg a7ad box 3ala wayheee 59oo9an 3al 5ashem :p

23- i wanna cook ;/

24- i wanna go to q8 zoo! LOOL bnt e5et raylee shawegatny ;p

25- aby 3yaaly ye6li3oun cute oo 7ilween!

26- i wanna travel alone

27- aby a9arre5 ;p

28- i wanna fly a kite!

29- aby afta7ly ma63am

30- basss ta3abt lol! maby shayy 5ala9 ;p

later afakkir ;p

Eid,,

2006-10-22T23:27:00.000+03:00

3eedkom MBaaaarak..
Taqabbal Allaaah 6a3atkom oo 3asakom t3oodona bil 9i7a wil salama ;***

*"ma3 Nedo rebyo liwlad ilghaar,, 9aroo kbaaaaaarrrr" amoot 3ala hal da3aya! etbacheeny!

FroM eHNy oO TheRe..

2006-10-20T23:40:00.000+03:00

Kint ga3da bil masyad, oo il 5 madre 10 mints baiin kil rak3a oo rak3a mayamdy asawwy feehom shayy mufeed,, fa i started staring at ppl.. n noticed stufff... i grabbed my mobile n started typing this:

Laish ilnasss ka2aba bil jyam??

laish magamaw ey76oon mu3ajanat oo akil bil jyam? nafs ayyam il6foola ;**

laish il7areem kila ya 9afhom 3away aw naagi9??

laish il7areem bain kil rak3a wil thaanya ygoomoon eyghayron mukanhom? MAYEG3DOON IB MUKAN WA7ED!!

shal habba il yedeeda illy il omahhat gamaw yalbison dlaghat 7amra oo 9afra oo 5athra wemlawwwena 7ag lejyam?? esh5allaw 7ag ilshabab

laish il7areem kila eyta7al6moon? 3ala kil shayy!! "7aaarrrrrrrrr!!" "baaaaaarrrrrrrrd!!" "theeeeeeeeeeeeeeej!!" "qamtaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" "qattttttttta!!" "ta3aaaaabt!".. HFFFFFFF!!! :@

NaNcy 3aJRaM..
some guy had an interview with her, asked her about this "Low kan 7aye6laa3lik maaiired, sho 7ato6lob menno nancy 3ajram??"
sit il7isin wil dalal answered this "Baddy eLLo erja3 lafanosak le2anno ana maba e6lob illa min Allah,, oo 7a e6lob enno ydeem 3alayyye ilna3mee yally meddeeeny yaiiha" oo makan min ilmuthee3 illa enno "y7ayeeha" 3ala "zaka2ha" we "sor3it badeehetaaa" we "jawaba yally unique we bey3a2id.."
The question is Miss Nancy, "Momkin es2aaalik sho hayy il ne3mee yaly 3am tetkalamy 3anna??"
magol illa il7amdillah 3ala ni3mat il hidaya..

CoFFee..
iT's bitter, yet we like it, we need it..
Just as L.O.V.E..

PaReNTs..
How can i tell them how much i love them?? How can i show them what they mean to me?? Tell them that without them, am really N.O.T.H.I.N.G?!!! shloon agdar ared lihom low neg6a min ba7ar ohma sawoh?!!
MoM n DaD, There's nothing i can say, but for u i'll pray.. Now, later, n forever ;**

SiSTeRS..
How in HELL didnt I realize how gr8 u r?!
How we spent our days in laughter! How we drove our parents crazy!
How we stayed up some nights, remembering, watching movies, dressing up n making videos!, or DOING NOTHING, but staying close to each other!
Remember the days, the very, very cold days, when we sat reeeeally close to each other? fighting to get a blanket, fighting to get the nearest place 7ag il duwwa, eating marshmallows n kastana! mixing stuff 2gether n eating them even though they tasted horrible! remember racing each other? The bikes?
The tans we took?? The so-called "picnics" we used to make? Taking fruits, chips, chocolates, n sandwiches, eating them, then returning back??
Remember the walks?? especially that one, when we all were CRAZY! including our MOM! :***
the surprises? The parties?? All the stuff!! U GURLS are the best sisters anyone could have ;***
I LOVE U! n i'll always DO!

Physics :@

2006-10-18T14:08:00.001+03:00

Awalan il7amdillah I passed physics last year, but in that year i had had many nightmares! So, I wrote this:

إن الفيزياء مادة لا مثيل لها في التاريخ.. سواء في صعوبتها أو في قبحها، فهي مادة ثقيلة غثيثة لا فائدة ترجى منها، بل لربما تضر أكثر مما تنفع. فمثلا نأخذ الآنسة هيا الحلوة، التي هي الآن تعاني من جنون نصفي بسبب هذه المادة ثقيلة الطينة.. فهي مسكينة تعاني الآن من الفيزياغية و هذا مرض يعرفه فقط من يأخذ الفيزياء.. فهو يجعل الإنسان يصاب بهستيريا الضحك المفاجئ ما قبل الامتحان و بعده، و البكاء المزمن الذي لا معنى له، و طبعا لا ننسى "الكشة" و الذهاب المستمر للحمام بسبب "الخرعة"، فضلا عن الصراخ و القاء الأشياء هنا و هناك و في كل مكلن، ولا ننسى طبعا التأثير القمة في السلبية الذي يحدث أثناء القيادة، فمن "زود النرفزة" يقوم طالب الفيزياء المسكين بالدوس حد الدوسة، و التِبِتوِن في الطريق السريع،،، و طبعا حزة الاختبار شيء لا يوصف!! شعور لا مثيل له.. تقرأ السؤال الأول ثم لا تعرف كيف تجاوب، ثم تروح للآخر، ثم أيا لا تعرف كيف تجاوب!!! يا إلهي!!! أين ذهب مخي و عقلي و دراستي؟!!!؟!!!!؟!!!! نقول لا بأس سؤالان فقط، و لكن هيهات هيهات! تحل و تحل و تحل و لا يطلع لك جواب نفس الناس!!!!!!! و ما هي الا سويعات حتى تطق الساعة معلنة انتهاء الوقت،، يا الهي!! لم أُجاوب!!! بقيت لدي أسئلة لم أحلها!!! ثم كالعادة لا نسمع الا صراخ "ضعوا الأقلا و الا أخذنا الأوراق غصبا!!!!" و حفاظا على كرامتك، و عشان هيا لا تحس بأنها من الكسالى الذين يخمطون الناس منهم الاوراق، تسلم ورقتها للمراقبة عند انتهاء الوقت بالظبط.. و تخرج كالعادة ها ها ها.. تضحك على الهباب الذي هببته في الامتحان.. و بعدها تذهب للبيت تتحلطم على أبوها و أمها بسبب جامعة الكويت الكحيانة!! التي ودها لو تصير مديرتها عشان تسويها سنعة!!!! بس شنسوي.. ايد وحدة ما تصفق...
و هكذا هي معانات طالب الفيزياء العزيزة التي يحبها الجميع و يموتون كي يأخذوها..

و سلامتكم و تعيشون

...

2006-10-05T16:25:00.000+03:00

a7ibkom

misskom ;**

I LOST IT !!

2006-09-05T10:03:00.000+03:00

My ability of expressing myself so well! The way I write!
It's like i had something, that thing, which made me write and write and write without stopping! and seeems like it's gone now! gone far far away, i cant find it! i cant have it back!
am trying so, very hard to write something.. but nothing comes out! and IF i wrote something, it doesnt seem as good as what i had written the past few years ;/
i've always dreamt of writing a novel! and now ;/ that dream... is GONE!

I WANT IT BACK !!!

oh!

2006-07-28T08:26:00.000+03:00

3indy shayaiin bagoolhom gabil la abdy:p
awalan, Masolat galby, a7ibbich ma3 enny madre mino u ;p bass a7ibbich ;**
thaniyan, Fithety ilthameena, your good night msgs, our msn chats, U ib kobrich! is what i miss most!! :*** a6albich rou7a to giggles ;p i still have the coin that Reem gave us;** salmeely 3alaiha wayed!

*clears throat*
ok now let's start ;p

why am I writing again?
Unfortunately, I've used my flickr storage completely for this month. So, no more uploading photos, n I really wanna talk so I decided to write here, my beloved blog :**

Another reason for not writing for so long is that, ahem :p, I forgot my password! For centuries (shda3wa lol :p) I used the same password for everything! E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G!! except the blog ;/ n I really don't know how did I remember the password lol! it just jumped out from no where ;p

Am in New York now, n OMG! Am NOT loving it! :@
The smells are horrible! The noises! The people OMG!
I just LOOOOOVVVVVED shopping here! Shopping was the best :p Other stuff, NO NO NO ! Oh n the food of course <3 ;p
It's crowded! It's insane! God! Just look at the streets! It's like, you know, ummm it's like there are no lanes! N the bikes n the people n the aaaaaah!
There's no way I can compare NY to Orlando! It was clean! Neat! n everything was so wonderful that I didn't want to leave!

2 days left, n am flying back to my Kuwait! <3 7obbi il awwal wil a5eer! 9ij il wa6an maalah metheeel!! :****

ed3aw re7latna et9eer sahla, coz mo shwayya min NY lai ilkwait :'( Allah y3eena!

Till then, wish me luck :p lol ;p
no really, till then, may you all be in a good health n wealth ;)

Yours truly,
The most gorgeous Hayoon ;)

Single Girl No More

2006-06-18T15:37:00.000+03:00

So,
THis's my last day as a single, irresponsiple, crazy, young lady :p

I didn't enjoy the past few days as i planned to!
there are still a lot i wanna do before getting married! but time, OH MIGHTY TIME! ;p

There's wandering around, riding a helicopter, bungee jumping, going to shalaih, sha6e2 shwai5! ;/ aaaaaah i wanna do 'em!
i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed more time :p

ummmm, weddy ahawwin lol!

ba-bye single Hayon!
aaaaaa5 ;p

ummm

2006-06-11T23:01:00.000+03:00

u know?
it really felt much better when i had my blog ;** n i really missed it!

coz sometimes when u really need people u love just to have a tiny lil chat, they're not there! n there's no1 to talk to!
But when my dear blog was here ;** it was always here!
I never called and it didn't answered! I never msged and it didn't reply!
I just love my blog! ;**

Have u ever felt like "But mostly i hate the way i dont hate u, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all" ?? (this's a poem in a movie named "10 things i hate about u" )

walla it's hard! when some1 doesnt deserve the love, but we still love him/her!
and we just wish we could hate em ;/ but do we? NO!
we forgive, we forget, they don't care, they're away! and we stilllll care for them, WHY! WHY?!!

il mohim ;/
bass ana la3at chabdy min ilnass! ildinya matroosa 7eqd oo 7asaad oo gheeera! zaiin laish?!
itha il waaa7ed 3inda il7amdillaaaah laaiish il 7iqd oo laish il7asad!
staghfer Allaaah ;/ amraaath amraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaath!!
Allaaah yab3ed'ha 3annaaaa ya raaaaabb!

;***

2006-06-03T22:24:00.000+03:00

Hey girls walla i was thrilled with ur comments :**
oo u stepping here every once in a while reeeeeeeaaaaaaaally means a lot!
i always loved blogging, and bloggers ;Pp

But these days ;/ am pretty busy hal youmaiin, walla mo bass hal youmain :P
atwaqa3 lain my wedding day i wont be able 7ata ena ashim ree7at il net!
LOOOOOL walla 7ataa after a month or so min my wedding ;p
ilmohim ;p

Walla coz ur comments wayed chethy madreee bass i loved em ;**
So ummmm,, am throwing a tiny lil party inshallaah
if any girl wants to join, 7ayaaaha ALlaaaaah ;D

Contact me 3ala creative_artista@yahoo.com
oo i'll send u the address =)

oo this's the invitation

am back!

2006-04-30T16:37:00.000+03:00

i've been missed, yeah yeah i know ;p

so, want an update? me? my life?

Here goes:

- Hal ayyam am soooooooooooooooooooooo under stress!! soug, sheqa, derasa, 7afla! wayid fil baaal oo no time 7ag kil shayyy! adree betgooloon shako 3ayal ga3da taktebeen ;p ba6alli3 ily feeny!

- fatrat il5e6ba, waaaaaiiiiiiiii3 :p

- walaht 3ala inna aktib! 7asaiit enqimaaat coz mo ga3da akteb wala shaayy,, 7ayatiii kilha edoor 3al ketaba, 7ata low akteb 5arabeee6, ilmohim akteb!

- walaht 3ala il blog :**

- ra7 il ilham ;/ kint bakteb wayid chan now kila ra7!

yalla layyam yaya inshallah ;p

2006-03-24T18:15:00.000+03:00

a7ad ey3aref mal3ab 9aboun emgha6a? aw mathalan mo mgha6a bass ebmukan ma3zool mayenshaf,, GHAIIR AQUAPARK!

oo itha mako, mat3arfoon mukan yen7ejez wen7e6 feeh ilmal3ab?

لكل بداية نهاية

2006-03-20T16:22:00.000+03:00

و من كانت بدايته محرقة.. كانت نهايته مشرقة

مادري شكو المثل بالموضوع :p

ilmohim,
i have enna a9ik my blog
the reason is

am not a single grl any more :$
i'll be busy,,,, and RESPONSIBLE aaaargh ;p

bass weddy teshta6oon lee wetbarkoon lee 3ashan astaanis awwal then a9ika :p

Miss me zain? ;p

Tag

2006-03-18T13:57:00.001+03:00

Tagged by he lives in q8

hatha a3fas mukan eb my room, oo ohwa ilmukan illy dayman ma9kook fa ma ashoof il3afsa :p fa 3aady mo haamny enna 3afeeeesa!

hatha killa :p

hatha illy foug ;p

oo hatha lemgha6a ;p

yallaaa now say shino mawjood :p

ah!!!!!

2006-03-17T20:51:00.000+03:00

ako wa7da a3arefha

a7issss inna she hates me!!!!

zain laaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish!!! WALLLAAAAAA MASAWAAAAIIIIT SHAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!

WAAAAAAYYY 3ALA HAL NASSSS!

RETHA2 ILNASS GHAYA LA TODRAK! :@

- i know post faathy bass min 9ijy menqahra! shako tekrahny wana mo msawyatlaha shayyy ;/ fa bass weddy a6alli3 hatha min galby!
ya3ny ashkara ashkaraaa et7acheeeeny eb nafs!! oo ta3leeeeqat'ha killla thedddy!! wana a9lan am not so close ma3aha! wala 9arly wala mawqef ma3aha ey5aleeha mat7ebny! ya3ny laish chethy!

My Room, My World ..

2006-03-13T21:58:00.000+03:00

I don't remember posting a pic of my room, but I do remember mentioning me painting 2 rooms in our house. So here's one

My bedroom

oo hathy alwanha ghala6 min leflash :p

So, sho raykon? ;p
ana i just painted the brown wall oo the frames..
oo il lou7a malat lathkar min a dear frnd :*

2006-03-12T19:26:00.000+03:00

ambaih faj2a yaany ilham ketaba ;p

tathkeroun lama gilt enna ef9alouny min il school youm wa7ed 3ashan en7eshna min class? ;p
well, few weeks ago my sister and I went to the school oo I told her "ta3alay awareech wain en5ashaiina"
So here u go, qi9a mo9awarra :p

Hatha our classroom, bass ours il9ijy kan neater ;p 6ala3na menna

re7na bab ildarayy! raketh ;p

oo chan nanzil min ildaray haaaaaam raketh!

lai il serdab oo re7na da5el hal ghorfa

which is the :

lol ;p bass 7asafa kan magfool ilbab! kint ba9awwer da5el shlon '6alma oo ey5arre3

=========================

shay thany mala 3alaqa bil school ;p rasma ana rasmat'ha oo wayed a7ibha

The Road

Oil on canvas

willy 3al left the original photo taken by my mom, oo that sweet kid sitting there is, ME :D ;p

I am studying mama!

2006-03-12T18:50:00.000+03:00

LOL i got this through e-mail ;p

e3jebaatny ;p

Busy Busy life

2006-03-06T18:11:00.000+03:00

well, actually am not busy as in "busy doing my work", but am busy thinking and thinking and thinking. Baaaly mashghool.

When I first started this blog, I decided to close it within a certain period. It seems that this isn't the time yet =)

Until my mind clears up, may your days be full with joy =)

Koot

2006-02-28T22:18:00.000+03:00

oil fields!! wanasa awwal marra ashoofhom bil 9ij ;p

Hatha ilma63am il lebnaany, mashweyat'hom mo shayy bass il appetizers!! yummy yummy!! oo il sheesh barak is great too.. akthar shayy 3ajabny il dekoor mala! il blue oo brown 9ayreen fathe3een ma3 ba3ath oo kil hal crystals, wayed 7ilo mashallah

oo hatha 7amamhom lol eyshawweg ;p 7ilwa il7araka 3ajbaatny ;p

loun il maaaiii 5AYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL!! chan zain ba7arna hal loun ;p

wil lighthouse lamma shefta min b3eed chan agool ya7lailna 7ata lighthousna 3ala gadna ;p

ilmanara ily tahaiilagna feeha ;p 3abalna ga3deen eb baitna ;p

rwaiilatna e6el 3al ba7ar ;p

hathy madree shqi9at'ha, farasha yarada madree shino ;p bass shawegatna chan en9awerha

oo bass hathail li9war ;p

sHalaaiiH

2006-02-18T22:23:00.000+03:00

The sleep over partaaaaayyy ;p

Ma athkir wut we did first, basss hmmm we ate, slept, ate, ate, ate, segna guwary, saharna, ghanaiina oo dumbakna, kalaiina, la3abna kout "9bayan mo banat ;p", meshaiina 3al ba7ar, 6eba5na "snacks ;p", ate, marshmellows 3al dowwa, movies, siwaalif, oo 6ab3an akalna ;p

Baitna mayseer baitna itha ma kan feeh bal3a ;p
Hatha killa 5alla9 eb yomaiin faqa6 la ghaaiir .. 24/7 AKIL!
aneroxic? ma3 kil hal akil? lol ;p
oh! oo hatha mo KIL il akil, feeh ashya2 bil 9aala :p hathail e7teyaaa6y ;p

ana il baaa6ala! shayla arnab! ;p

Khaima time, dowwa! chayyyy "5edry" ;Pp "ashkara tawny met3alma il kilma :P"
gahwa ;***

il raaamil kan baared ;/ oo kinna eb nadfen 3omirna bass mom haza2atna ;p

galat shino intaww yahhal?! matadroon enna il bard eykassir le3tham?!!!

chan enred :p

bagy 9war re7latna ila mojamma3 il koot, later inshallah ;p

Here's how it went

2006-02-11T20:40:00.000+03:00

my first day, as a business student, though am not officially a student there yet.

Yesterday i was staring at my schedule, finished 60 credits of 144 credits from engineering, with a GPA of hmmmm a C student i guess. It isn't so bad, is it?
And then all those ideas came,

I really felt so special when someone asks "intay ay koliya?" "handasa" WOW! walla u gotta see the look on the their faces when i say HANDASA! and u know what's much aaaaaah madree!! when they ask "ay ta5a9o9?" warred eb kil theqa "computer" AAAAAAAH! WOW WOW WOW! you're a computer engineeeer?! mashallaaaaaaaaaah mashallaaaaaah!!
no more of those mashalah's, no more of those looks!

I really want the ENG ma3 my name!

I spent 5 semesters and 2 summer semesters struggling! Full of temper, worries, depression!

I finished ALL, NOT SOME NOT MOST, but ALLLLLLLL the courses I have to take from the faculty of science, which is the WORST"EST" faculty bil 3aaalam! AND which had turned my life to.. HELL!

The way people looked at me when i say "eeh inshallah ba7awwil edariya" is OUCH!! They keep saying "laish!! 7aram!! intay sha6ra! u can do it! we9altay ni9 il6ereeej! ma baaagy shayyy! kamlaaay! walla 7aram!"

oo what hurts the most is: people do graduate min handasa! why cant I?! ohma a7san menny wila ana mo a7san menhom?!

So i went to my future faculty, ya rab

Some were so happy! I could see it and feel it.. And some were just so shocked and madree?

You know what i felt when i came back home?

i belong there!

i belong to handasa!

But it keeps kickin me out ;/
who needs it any way! pfffffffffffff i hate it!

and this brings us to another subject, how come i hate it, yet belong to it?!!!

ilmohim,
then i sat, started thinking, deeep thinking
2 options
1-handasa, 3awar rass, 3awar galb, ta3ab, louya, 3athaaaaaab, nafsiya 5aysa, bachy, mehna zaiina, ma3ash zaiin, aqal za7ma, 6ereeej sahil :p, the way ppl look at you as an engineer bil work 59oo9an, i love computer, i hate programming :p

2-3iloom edariya, ra7a, wanasa, 6ereej 5ayesss, ta5aroj ma3 e5ty ily a9ghar menny eb 2 years, nafsiya zaiina, ma3ash mo wayed qawy, nass zainneeenn!

so qarary il a5eer was....

3ilom edariya!

mo ra7ty aham? wela ana ghal6ana? ;p

Tag

2006-02-10T23:56:00.000+03:00

am back with a tag ;p
il mafrooth inna i write about the shalaiih and post the pics, bass am busy shwayya oo ohma yabeelhom ga3da oo tasnee3 fa u gotta wait ;p

so the tag is: seven things, i guess :p

tagged by ezain_killah

7 things to do before i die (esme7ooly inna aghayyer wa7e6: 7 things i WISH to do before i die, coz i might not be able to do 'em ;p)
1- sky dive
2- get a PhD degree :p (hahaha, funny funny ;p) bass inshallah i will!
3- get married! oo ayeeb 3yaal ktaaar ;p
4- write a novel, 7ata low i dont puplish it
5- travel "most" of the world, i dont want to travel the whole world :p
6- hold my own exhibition, 7ag my artistic stuff ;p
7- design my own house by my OWN! oo 6ab3an raylee :p

7 things i cant do
1- eat seafood
2- eat mushrooms
3- eat meat
4- hide my feeling if i was happy
5- stop laughing
6- hurt someone oo a6annish without saying sorry
7- quit the net ;p

7 things i say
1- ya7laaiilich
2- ambaaaiih (aaaaaallll the time ;p)
3- hawww!!
4- HAHAHAHHA real life (ya3ny laughing) oo lol internet life ;p
5- mwah :p
6- ya jamaaaly ;p (lamma ashof 9ourty :P)
7- ila aliqaa2

7 books i have loved
1- kama tadeeen todan
2- a7lam wardeya, shay chethy :p
3- the 7 habits of highly effective ppl
4- a book of quotes nesaiit esma ;p
5- la ta7zan, bass magaraiita kella
6- deeewan il shaaf3y
7- my diary :p

7 films i have loved
1- a walk to remember
2- brokedown palace
3- addicted to love
4- war of the worlds
5- legally blonde
6- raise your voice
7- flightplan

7 things that attract me
1- pink or blue stuff
2- chocolates
3- flowers and gardens
4- byoot kbeera :p
5- sky diving! parachutes, hot air balloons! ay shay lah 3alaqa bil sima :p
6- handmade stuff
7- paintings oo ay shayy lah 3alaqa bil art

7 ppl i tag
ah ;p mu5y waggaf
9ij 9ij ay a7ad yaby to tag himself, feel free to

7ilo tanasoq lalwaan ;p

Nice meeting ya ;D

2006-01-29T23:55:00.000+03:00

I met Little Big ilnaharda ;p

First blogger ashoofha ;) oo sub7an Allah it turned out i knew her before!
Bass ma kint adre enha Little Big :p (i knew that gabil ma ashoofha :p)

She met 7abeeeby 3baiidan :** who tried to climb this thing! bass la2anna ba6o6 ;*** ma gedar :p

So finally! i went to shi3ib!
bass la2anna kan OMMMMMMMMMMMMMA ma3ay ma gedart al3ab kil lal3aab ;/ kil sa3 nan6er a7ad! kil sa3 a7ad thaaye3! athiya ;p
hfff ilshi3ib mal 2 or 3 bass mo more ;p i7na kinna 10! ma3 lil big oo e5et'ha 9erna 12 :p (class kamel! mashallah ;p)

bass kan nagi9na ina nil3ab kil lal3ab wen9eeer emsaween kil shayy bil dinya :p

shal halaga lil big haaaaaa?! ;Pp Oh! n tell N that am glad i met her too ;D

- shalaih again n again! :p bass am so excited this time! we're having a sleep-over party oo wayed nass emyanan beyoun so i guess this 3i6la would be the best eb kil il7ayat ;p

Till nxt week, i guess :p, may u all have wonderful days :*

Cheeerz

zoujy ilmethaly <3

2006-01-25T22:38:00.000+03:00

Tagged by laialy kuwaitiya ;p

So hathail ilpoints abt my perfect zouj ;p

1- dayyen, bass mo ildeyana il ma95a

2- nashee6 oo ey7ib il li3ib wil ghashmara (ra7 yseer feeny kabt etha nou3a may7ib il li3ib! il li3ib ohwa 7ayatii ;p)

3- ey7ib il kids, coz bayeeb a dozen of kids etha mo more :p inshallah

4- romaaaaaaaancy!

5- eyqaddir il 7ob ily ba36eeh oo kil shayy asaweela eyyaah 7ata low ma kan wayed zaiin

6- aby omma etkoon 6ayba, oo 5awata 7anoonen, oo wedddy ykon oho il walad ilwa7eed.. ya3ny be5te9ar aby a7iss inny min 3aylat'hom mo ghareeba

7- metwathe3

8- maby yseer nou3a sahar barra ilbaiit lai fayer Allaah

al7een ana i tag,

Ra1

Lil big ;p

q8ya

eva

Tajrobty il faaashla!

2006-01-23T13:57:00.000+03:00

Jan6a ;p
me5alif basam7ich hal marra ;p

So it started when jan6a told me to try the Kobe burger

I bought 2 burgers 2 weeks ago taqreeban

oo i cooked it ilyoum

I sliced onions so the burger would taste better, then 7a6aiita bil oven

For the fisrt 10 minutes it looked like this!!

ana la3at chabdy ;/
bass later il7amdillah 9aar zaiin

Since I dont like meat oo i cant eat it! oo i cant bear its smelll it was toooooooooooooooo hard for me to taste the burger!
daqaiit mayo oo 7a6aiit cheese oo lettuce oo onion oo ketchup just to avoid the meat's taste ;p

garaaamt garma, :(
7awalt asheel il burger min il 5obza to eat the stuff without the meat but il meat lezag bil 5obizz coz il cheese kan thayeb!
i ended up eating kitco kitco nice nice faqa6 la ghaaiir ;p
"alby y2ool kitco oo bass!"

5awaty did like the burger! but me?
la2 ;p

LOL

2006-01-22T21:28:00.000+03:00

This is so funny ;p
My younger sis just told me about it, she never told me before coz she didnt want to be the "kma5a" girl who doesnt know how to get home even with the map in her car! "esma navigator 9a7? ;p"
ilmohim,,

She was on her way home oo dendenden she missed the turn she must take! al7een shered'haaaa ;p

so she phoned my mom who asked her where she was.. 6ab3an il i5it il3azeeza shedareeha ehe waiin ;p she said madreee!

Mom then told her to describe wut she sees oo chethy, finally mom knew where my sis was so dalat'ha..

My sis il nabeeha later realized that "OMG!! hatha 6erej ilshalaiih!"
she called mom again! oo mom 7ayatii yannat ;p
"redday redddaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!! shemwadeech ehnak Allaah yhadach yabnaayty! shfeeech chethy mat'thabteeen!"
"3ady yumma 3indy fikra!! shrayech aroo7 ilshalaiih al7een oo intaw teyoon ba3daiin! wanasa! wil yoom larbe3a fa 3ady shrayech?!"
"gummay zaaaiin! entabhaayy 3al 6ereej intay bass bala afkaaar maynoona, nag9ich yenoon intay" lol ;p oo ma3looma 3an my mom, kil ilnass 3indaha meyaneen ;p
"ka ka ako sher6y!!"
"eeeh 5oosh 3a6eny eyyah"
My sis iljameeeela etgom dildildil tasfe6 yam ilsher6y, tefta7 ildereeesha, e6alli3 ilmobile min ildereesha
"haaak"
"shino???"
"ommy tabeeek"

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!

صارلي زمان

2006-01-14T17:11:00.000+03:00

9arlee zamaaiin maktebet ib bloggy yally b7ibbo ;p

من زمان ما كتبت بالعربي

المهم
انا بتحلطم!

عيال خالي عندنا (بنت و ولد) من تقريبا شهر
و كان عندهم عطلة
بس توهم هالأسبوع بدوا مدرسة
:( :( :(
و بما ان خواتي بالثانوي وحزة فاينلاتهم الحين
منو عليه مهنة تدريس هالحلوين الاثنين؟!
أنااااااااااااااااااا!!
:"(

انا خل أدرس عمري بالأول :p
و توني خالصة منهم عقب ما صدعولي راسي!!
هذا يقولي شنو ليش بس تعلمين نور !! علميني انا!
و لما الف عليه هاذيج اطب فوقي و تقولي خل نلعب!
جان بالغلط بالغلط
i said a bad word :p على قولتها
it isnt that bad n e way ;p
جان تقول
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :O راح اعلم أمج!

ooooooooooooooh :'( am sorry walla bil ghala6 i said it! latgooleen 7ag ommmy paleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzz!!

اوكي ماراح اعلمها بس مرة ثانية لا تقولينها!

اوكي دوكي!

و نكمل ;/
اهمه الحمدلله بالانجليزي ما شا الله سوو شغلهم بروحهم بس بالعربي و الرياضيات
الله بالخير!
اطلعت روحي و انا اعلمهم!
حسيت اني ام!
و اقول مسكينة امي!! صج صج مسكينة!!
انا 2 مو قادرة عليهم! شلون كانت تتحملنا ;/

بس شي عجبني بمدرستهم
ان الطلبة اهمه اللي يكتبون الأجندة مالهم
احنا مدرستنا يعافيها و يخليها تعطي اليهال لين المتوسط ورقة واجبات مالت الاسبوع كله :p
وهذيل بالابتدائي يكتبون بالنووت مالهم جنهم كباار
ما شا الله

و احلى شي :******
بنت خالي يتني تقوولي
"Hayyyyyaaa" شدة على الياء :p
"na3am?" و انا قاعدة اقرا شوية شوية مالي خلق تقولي خل نلعب
"ehehe (teth7ak wehya mesta7ya) am shy"
لفيت عليها ولا خاشة شي ورا ظهرها
قتلها لا عادي لا تستحين وريني
ولا تعطيني ورقة! اهيه مسويتها!!
مكتوب عليها

i love you Haya
و راسمة قلب الحب!

isnt she the sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetest cousin?!!!!!!! :******
A7IBHA!
oo tara she's only 7 years old oo she looks like a 5 years old kid ;p

حسيت يا حظي!! تحبني!
و اهيه نوعها ما تحب وايد ناس :p
وحسيت اني امها!

ابي اصير ام

:p

و باجر وراي فاينل مادرستله ليلحين طبعا
ليش عايشة؟ صح؟
:p

till den, have a great day ;p

World of Bloggin

2006-01-06T16:04:00.000+03:00

Blogging world is so madree!
you get to know taqreeban everything abt a person, yet u dont know the real him/her "radaina 3ala him/her issue!:@ i hate it!"

People here tend to have their lives opened to others, share their secrets, emotions, oo stuff they usually dont share 7ata with close ones. "ily bil real life"..
why is that?!
me mathalan, i stopped writing personal thoughts 3egob ma wayed nass knew my real identity.. Wila i have so much to share ;p
lai hal daraja en5af min kalam ilnass? ;/

3ala 6ary kalam ilnass :p we were having a walk bil shalaih when i saw a parachute! mo parachute parachute, hmmm chenna parachute with a machine to make it fly. when i saw it!! yanaiit! i told my mom "Allah y5aleech Allah y5aleeeech 5al nel7egaaaaa oo engoola eyrakebny!! Tekfaiin!"
chan tgool "laish nel7ega, 9ar5ay al7een gooleela lawsama7t waggif enzil shwayya aby arkab, aw si2leeh min wain yayba 3ashan neshtery methla" 6ab3an ommy makan min 9ijha ga3da te6anaz 3alayy :p bass ana 9addagt chan agool "eee bass fashla ma3 kil hal 9bayaan, low mo mawjoodeen chan 3ady"
Mom was "shinoooooooo!!" "ya salaaaaaaam! willy bil parachute ya3ny mo hammich sheygool 3annich bint ga3da et9arre5! 3aiib shfeech intay!"

"3ady ohwa mayadree ana mino bass hathaiil fashla ahalna oo ey3arfoony"

"mo 3an ey3arfech wila may3arfech! ako shay isma 7aya!"

"eeeh adree, yalla nel7ega?"

"madree 9arly sa3a ar6en shagool"

"waih ;/ inzain ana basbigich ilshalaih agoolihom 3anna 3ashan eyshoofoona"
i started walkin faster to shalaiihna, i wanted to run! bass the boys were there 3aib :p fa as soon as i couldnt be seen i began running to our khayma, "sheftooooooooooh!!!???!!!"
dad "shfech!! shefna shino?!!!"

"ilparachute illy tawwa!!!!!!"

"eeeh shfeeeeeeh?!"

"EYAAAAAANNIN!!!"

"eyannin?? eeh ashoofich yayatna tarketheeeen, ga3ed agol haa shfeeha binty yannat yaya tarketh chethy.. al7een 3araft ilsibab"

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!! abbaih obooy sheghla enna ey3ayyib 3ala 7acheena ;p

funny how i started talkin abt somethin oo ended talkin abt somethin else :p
Bass shensawy, hathy ana iljameela ;p

=)

2006-01-04T22:02:00.000+03:00

Half the world is on the wrong scent in pursuit of happiness...

They think it consists in having and getting...

On contrary, it consists in giving and in serving...

~ Henry Drummond

i <3 night!

2006-01-02T22:47:00.000+03:00

Most creative ideas visit me at night :p
I remember better at night
I achieve so much at night, i think more at night
I write my best at night

basically, my day is my night ;p

It's amazing how ppl are bringin me things I want! mathalan, now bagool, aby mobile!
some1 will bring it 7aggy! "tara maby 9ij fa latyeeboon :p"
I really never thought that ppl will bring me stuff i ask for! mathalan the aby list i wrote, some DID bring me things! oo i was stunned! especially that some were brought by ppl whom i LEAST expected 'em to think bout me! you know wut am talkin bout? ;p

hmmmm, ok lemme rephrase it :p
sa3at some1 hears me wishing for something, or wanting something
oo this some1 is the kinda person whom you dont expect to care for wut u want.. Or la2 mo chethy, she cares, but YOU never felt it
then this some1 brings u the thing u wanted! 9ADMA!

ilzibda ;p

There are ppl who reeeeeeally deserve the love! the respect! the friendship! but we never think seriously bout them, instead, we look at those who dont appreciate who we are, wut we do! we try so hard to satisfy them! oo nensa those gr8 ppl ! zain laish?! madree ;p

To those ppl who loved n cared oo I never paid so much attention to, am glad I finally knew how wonderful n gr8 it is to have u in life :**

Long time no see ;p

2006-01-01T22:17:00.000+03:00

aren't they cute? :**

zougha ;p

hmmmm i feel like it's been a long time since the last post i wrote

the reason is: kint bil shalaih! ;p

oo guess wut? it's my first time to enjoy shalaih during winter time! usually, i stay inside, glued on the sofa infron'of the TV! force myself to watch anything!

oo sub7an Allah this week ;p i did wut my sisz do, oo YES i enjoyed my time!

my sis asked me "haa 9irtay et7ebeen ilshalaiih al7een?"

ana "eeeh ahwan min gabil ib wayed!"

oo i dint watch TV! ila allahoma 3al sa3a 10 endish enshoof DVD oo enred ne6la3 ;p

My bro n cousin yaybeelina movie, ygooloon ena ey5arre3 "SAW II"

so we all sat together, mo sat, GLUED! coz of 5ar3a + bard

n e way, the movie started, n it wasnt SCARY AT ALL! Dad came oo called my brother to go along with him, so my bro paused the movie, oo 3ala shino kan ilpause? 3ala mara labsa 7afar :p chan dad gal "shino hatha! shga3deen tshoofoon!"

we, all together "FILM EY5ARRE3!"

Dad "ee ok"

he went out, ba3dain! as soon as the movie ended, we heard a scream! n saw something moving from the window! TE9ARGA3NA! my cousin jumped onto us! n was really scared, she almost cried ;p, then ! DAD SHOWED UP! LOOL!! it was him ;p holding a stick oo em3allig 3alaiiha shay madree shino chenna 5am ;p he came in "HAHAHAHAHA! mino akthar wa7ed 5af?" e7na"6AYOOBA! shouf shloon nagza 3alaiina ;p"

LOOOOOOOOOL! oo my brother thought that this scream was from the movie ;p mastaw3ab ila lama dad 6ala3 ;p

===============

this reminds me of something else ;p ham in shalaiih, my bro n cousin 3indihom shalaiih thany yamna, fa once they said they heard 9out theeb ;p oo am sure ena it was a chalb mo theeb ;p ilmohim lol they made a trap ;p with a rope! oo i dint know abt this trap, everyone was inside the shalaih fa i went to join, wila i saw this rope hangin out the window, oo dildildil, ayerrra ;p

"YUMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! ILTHEEB ILTHEEB!!"

o asma3 9ra5 9raaaaaaa5! chan astaw3ib "ah a trap!" LOOOOOOOOOOOL !! chan i burst! mo gadra at7arraaak min kalamhom ! abbaaaih aytha7koun!

Nora 1 "abbaaaaaaaaaaih ma 9alaiit li3sha!! maby amooot wana mo m9alyaa!!!!!!!"

Norah 2 "ana MABY AMOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!!! shensawwwy!!"

3aziz "min 9ijkom 5ayfeen intaww?"

Norah 1 "ya3ny inta ily mo5ayef 7alaya ilwayh! goum sawww shayy ma3ana!!!!!:@"

Shahood *CRYING* :p

Norah 1 "LATABCHEEN!! ROU7AY TESANEDAYY 3AL BAB 9IKEEH!!! yebaww ilqanafa 5an7e6ha!"

me "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!"

yamma3t nafsy oo yaraiit rou7ii yaaarrrrrrrrrr lai ilbab ;p wa6eg ilbab

9RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA5 AGAIN!!!!

3aziz "la7tha la7tha yuba! iltheeeb mayegdar ey6eg ilbab shfeekom!"

7mayin "EEH!! akeed hathy arnayda betnadeena 7ag il3asha!! yalla fet7aww ilbab 3ashan engeb ma3aha!"

Norah 1 "yal ghaby!! low hathy arnayda ma3nata mako theeb! 3ayal shloon yat oo masawalaha shayy!"

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL yoom efta7aww ilbab!

Shahood *still cryin* ;p "Haya masheftay theeb? :'("

Me "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH :'D HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

3aziz "ooooooh yalla ta7achay goulay!"

Me "ana illy yaraiit il7abil :'D :'D"

ma aw3a ila 6aaaaaaaaaag oo te7ethef oo tegere9 LOOOOOOOOOOOOL wa3alaya 3alaayy!! low ana 9ij theeeb masawaw feeny haik :'( :p

abbaih wayed ketabt :P ilmshkila yaya bakammil chan astaw3eb ollah ;p

ba3dain akammil ;p

Cheeers ;p

GHAREEEEEEB!!!!!!! :o

2005-12-28T23:31:00.000+03:00

abbaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiih!! a frnd sent me this e-mail
oo i really didnt believe it 9ij!
until i actually tried it! OO TO MY SURPRISE IT WORKED OUT!
ABBAAIH WALLA SHAYY GHAREEEEEEEB!!

If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the person at your home press the unlock button, holding it near the mobile phone on their end. Your car will unlock. Save someone from having to drive your keys to you. Distance is no object. You could be hundreds of miles away, and if you can reach someone who has the other "remote" for your car, you can unlock the doors (or the trunk).

Try, oo tell moi if it works with ya

NaGaZeeeeeeeeTy!! ;****

2005-12-25T21:58:00.000+03:00

Nagazeety il3azeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeza ;****

ambaaaaaih walla walla it's the best day ever!

imagine a trampoline! ib hal rainy day :D

This's how my trampoline looked like from the outside "but without wut's written 6ab3an ;p"

take a look inside

n u'll find those two insane girls "ilmafrooth agool women :p", playing like kids! :D despite the cold weather n the water! which was everywhere! "oo the fact ina it dint stop raining ;p"

having FUN!! "well, ana i had fun, but u ? ;p madree,, may be u did bass mo kethry ;p"

the rain couldnt stop me from enjoying my OWN NAGAZIYA!

thank you for makin my day sooooooooooooo very amusing ;D ;****

enyannin 9a7? ;p

Birthday Girl :(

2005-12-24T00:00:00.000+03:00

the teenage had just kicked me out :’(
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABYYYYYYYY

al7een kil ma asawy shay beygooloon

“hey yew! Shfeech 5ebla? ur ib ur 20s now! 9EEERAY TEKANA!”
ma medaaany ashba3 min il yenoon wil 5bal mayseer ! ‘3aash ;p

3atham Allah ajry :’(
bubye teeeeeny teens ;**
5ala9 no more numberteeen

but i will keep my childish spirit ;**
inshallah matroo7 menny killish ;p
theeegat 5ilg ;p

bass still astaqbil iltabreekat wil tahaaany ;Pp

aw ilta3ziya

kila maqbool ;p

sh7aggaaaa!

2005-12-21T23:40:00.000+03:00

i dunno wuts happening to me lately, i stopped writing, n that's WEIRD!
i used to write everyday! not necessarily in my blog
oo faj2a!
my talent is gone : "kaify i think am talented bil writing ;p"
i want it baaaaaaaaack! i love writing!
athkir ayyam highskewl kan ako creative writing, they give us the first paragraph of a story n we're asked to write wut happens nxt , detailed-short story, i used to enjoy it, even though mom was the one who made the story-ending up 4 moi.. i just had to translate it to english ;p

ilmohim mo hatha mawthou3na, ilmawthou3 is

why do ppl pretend to be someone they're NOT?!
hmmmmm, wut i mean is that they do stuff infront of ppl, but between themselves n close ones, they're not wut they were pretending..?
do i make sense?
aah as if everything else makes sense.. isn it a world of nonsense?
well, not the WORLD, but the PEOPLE
no?

habbity il yedeeda, magol laish, agol sh7aggaaaa! a7la ;p

ABYYYYYYYYYYYY :(

2005-12-16T23:09:00.000+03:00

2day i just felt i reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaally wanna do this!

go to shi3ib park

ride everything there!! beginning from the bungy jump

ending in the merry-go-round!

7ata al3ab il yahhal! KILA KILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

min zimaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan mo la3ba

bass ma re7t ;/ madree mita arou7 !

a7ib ilshi3ib! :***

Quizzes

2005-12-16T13:49:00.000+03:00

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.
You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.
Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.
As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

The reason am putting this is: IDEAS LIKE YOURS COULD CHANGE THE WORLD!

i can change the world! i can change the world!!! hiyaaaa ;p 7adddy kayyaft 3ala hal jomla ;p

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

eyloogly? am not good at music :p i can play piano shwayya bass "bass a3aref how to play twinkle twinkle ;p" a7ib il piano!!

abaiih ana en3ejabt eb hal quizzes <3>

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

hmmmm madreee ;p do u frnds see me haik?

ma7iss :p

Tag tag :(

2005-12-15T22:59:00.000+03:00

ehe2 ehe2 :'(
sniff sniff :'(

ra-1 it's totally a bad timing to tag me :'( :p
bas thank yew =)
ma7ib a2ajil il tag, wila chan ajalta lain ashtery new laptop ;p "3ad mayloog ina i own a laptop, killish mo malat technology ana :p"

methel ma gilt gabil, my pc is 9 years old mashallah, faa my desktop should be something like this :

:D
ey3aqid 9a7? ;p eeh i know :p
7abeeby tara a7ibba wayed ;**

lat3ayboon 3alaiih plz a5af yenkeser galbah ;p

eee oo note il page ily fat7at'ha --> Ra7alah's flickr page, 7a6at'ha 3amdan coz ,

A7IBBBICH RA7ALAH!

"min gal eny afashil? ;p"

Nesaiit aktib i tag who ;p ily 9ij wedddy asho0f their desktops are

Ra7alah.. yseer i tag u? 7e6eeha ib flickr :p

Jan6a .. plz? ;p

Broke.. a7iss mo nou3ich ;p

Tagged by Expatriate

2005-12-14T17:30:00.000+03:00

3ady ena ejabaty etkoun 3ouya ;p la2anna ana 3ouya ;Pp

1.لكل حصان كبوة ، متى كانت كبوتك ؟ وكيف تخلصت منها ونهضت مرة أخرى في حياتك
على اللي فهمته من كلمة "كبوة" فكبوتي اهيه لما دشيت الجامعة جان فجأة أصير كسلانة
و ليلحين ما نهضت منها
بس ان شاء الله الكورس الياي انهض عقب ما أحول من كليتي لكلية ثانية =)

"كبوة طويلة :p "

2. الحياة في نظرك ، سباق مع النفس أم سباق مع الآخرين ؟
مع النفس
لأن بالاخرة الانسان بيكون محاسب على نفسه
بس هم الحياة سباق مع الاخرين
لكن الاكثر هي مع النفس

3. يجد الإنسان أمامه الكثير من المستحيلات ، شيئا فشيئا يكتشف أنه حقق بعض من هذه المستحيلات ، هل يعني هذا أنه من الممكن جدا تحقيق بقية المستحيلات ؟
ماكو شي اسمه مستحيل! كل شي يصير بهالدنيا

4. الفتاة اكثر اهتمام بالذوق والفن من الشاب . لماذا ؟ هل اهتمام الشاب بالفن والديكور ينتقص من رجولته ؟
لااااااا كلش!! ما ينقص من رجولته! و بالعكس انا يعجبني ذوق أغلب مهندسين الديكور أكثر من مهندسات الديكور
غالبا ما يكون شغلهم غريب و راقي
و البنت اكثر اهتمام لان هاذي طبيعتها.. تحب هالشغلات

5. يقول تعالى في سورة الكهف : (( وَاصْبِرْ نَفْسَكَ مَعَ الَّذِينَ يَدْعُونَ رَبَّهُم بِالْغَدَاةِ وَالْعَشِيِّ يُرِيدُونَ وَجْهَهُ وَلَا تَعْدُ عَيْنَاكَ عَنْهُمْ تُرِيدُ زِينَةَ الْحَيَاةِ الدُّنْيَا وَلا تُطِعْ مَنْ أَغْفَلْنَا قَلْبَهُ عَن ذِكْرِنَا وَاتَّبَعَ هَوَاهُ وَكَانَ أَمْرُهُ فُرُطًا (28) )) ، أين نجد معان هذه الآية في حياتك؟

اختيار الاصدقاء

6. خير متاع هذه الدنيا الزوجة الصالحة ، من هي الزوجة الصالحة في هذه الدنيا الآن ؟ وكيف يمكن ان يجدها من يريد الزواج ؟
انا اقول عن الزوج الصالح :p
هو الملتزم دينيا و اخلاقيا
و ما نجده.. اهوه يأتي بروحه .. حتى الزوجة اهيه تيي
سبحان الله والله كل شي قسمة و نصيب

7. نريد مثال على احد المستحيلات التي استطعت تحقيقها في حياتك
ما ادري..لاني ما احس اكو شي مستحيل فلما اسوي شي حتى لو اهوه مستحيل احس بعدين ان عادي ما كان شي مستحيل كلش

لول الا اذا

il bungy jump

.. يعتبر شي مستحيل .. فهذا اهوه اتوقع :p

8. كل طراق بتعلومه ، هل تجد نفسك مقل أو مكثر بالطراقات التي تلقيتها من الحياة ؟
جني مكثرة :p
بس شي وايد زين عشان اتعلم و اتعلم و اتعلم :)

9. نظرية الحياة الدنيا والأخرة .. ماهي بالنسبة لك ؟
وحدة تعتمد على الثانية

10. الأدب ، ماذا يعني لك ؟ وأين تجد نفسك فيه ؟ وماهو الأدب الذي يستهويك ؟
مو وايد
into
الأدب
بس حلو و مو أي أدب يعجبني
أحب الشعر

11. ما هو اجمل انواع الفن الذي تحبه وتفضله وتستمتع به ؟
انا متيمة اب كل كل انواع الفن! كله احبه
يمكن اللي استمتع فيه اكثر شي اهوه الرسم الزيتي

12. العقل يجد الفن غباء لا منتهي .. بينما النفس والروح والقلب يجدون الفن راحة ولذة ومتعة و وسيلة تعبير وتعلم ، ما رأيك في هذا الكلام
الصراحة عقلي لا يجد الفن غباء ابدا :)

13. متى وجدت نفسك غير قادر على الصبر ؟
:/
مشكلتي العويصة اب كليتي! مو قادرة استحملها اكثر ولا قادرة استحمل الناس المعقدين اللي فيها

14- whoever wants to tag him/herself, feel free to :)

oo thanks expatriate 3al as2ila ilmofeeda =)

oo sorry etha my ans's werent that serious

9ij, Kids ;p

2005-12-10T22:22:00.000+03:00

A friend came by, for she wanted me to color her "drawing" ;p
with PENCIL COLORS :@
I HATE PENCIL COLORS!
coz i dont know how to color with them ;Pp"shshshsh dont tell any1 :P"
a7isss they're 4 kids!

n e way, she wanted to finish the drawing quickly so she can catch up her niece at her home(6araarra weteshara6 ;Pp) la la walla atghashmar ;** ;p

So, she started coloring with moi

and ..
Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
this is wut we got ;Pp

ma gilt ena mal kids? ;p

Basss stanaast with yew ;**
come everyday, kil yoom aga3dech eb darr '3air shrayech? ;p

Success is...

2005-12-09T23:38:00.000+03:00

Attitude, more than aptitude
Being happy with who you are
Cultivating body, mind, and spirit
Discovering that heaven is within
Embracing the unknown with enthusiasm
Facing fear, finding faith
Giving without remembering
Here now, breathe into each moment
Inside you, not in people, places, or things
Journeying from the head to the heart
Knowing, your beliefs create your experiences
Letting go, and going with the flow
Making time for family, friends, and forgiveness
Never ever giving up on your hopes and your dreams
Opening your heart to magnificent possibilities
Passion, playfulness, and peace of mind
Quiet time, the key to inspired living
Receiving, without forgetting
Seeking answers, questioning beliefs
Trusting in the beauty of your feelings and needs
Understanding, the best you can do is always enough
a Verb, choreograph your dance with destiny
Willingness to learn from everything that happens
Xpressing yourself, to be the hero of your OWN story
Yours to define, how do you want to be remembered?
Zestful living, loving, and laughing!

from Happiness is...
By Meiji Stewart

خرابيط مخربطة

2005-12-08T21:31:00.000+03:00

أحب اللي مكتوب بهالبروازين

لول أمس حدي مادري شفيني صايرة غبية! بس مو مني والله من هندسة
كنت قاعدة اسولف عن واحد
فقالولي منو هذا؟ يعني قصدهم ان منو اللي انا قاعدة اتحجا عنه
جان اقول
"أخو بنت عمي"
وسكت ما استوعبت! وحطيت اللقمة بحلجي باكل و بغيييييييييييت أقص!! لوووووووووووووووول
مت من الضحك!!!

جان اقول "قصدي ولد عمي!" لوول!! امبيه

شلون فكككككرت ان اقول اخو بنت عمي مادري!! امبيه مادري شكنت ماكلة :p

المشكلة ان اللي معاي تنحوا و ما علقوا يوم ضحكت جان يقولون ايه احنا ساكتين قلنا يمكن اخو بنت عمج من الام ولا الابو :p

هالايام صج صج مادري شحايش بيتنا!! كل بيتنا صاير مينون

واليوم خواتي قاعدين يمشون بالممشى

واسمعوا صوت وراهم جنه صوت جرس فــ اهمه خافوا عبالهم جلاب (كلاب جمع كلب) جان يجلبون اب بعض و يمشون سريع لووووول و قالوا حق اخوي الصغير شوف شوف شنو ورانا!! جان يلتفت و يقول بصوت عالي

ولدين!

لول خواتي اخترعوا زيادة و اختي ادززز اختي الثانية عشان يوخرون عن الصبيين عبالهم معاهم جلابه

ولما قربوا الصبيين يم خواتي!! جان اختي المو صاحية اللي مادري شقول عنها تفشل تفشل!! صرررررررررخت!! لووووووووووووووووووووووول

تقول كنت ناوية على صرخة اعلى بعد!! بس يوم شفت ان ماكو جلاب سكت

ambaaaaaaaaiiiiiih!! LOOOL eyfashlon ;Pp

هالصورة صورة أخوي قبل تقريبا 20 سنة

أمي مصورتها :)

و اعجبتني وايد

hmmmm ako il madree sheysamoona, shay chenna song ya3ny, 6aggat agra3 megaaiiiri3, bedayat'ha "9ewareee5 emwajaha lilmereee5......." o many gadra athkir shino wara ilmeree5! ako kilma ;p nesait'ha! a7ad ey3arefha?

If only..

2005-12-06T01:29:00.000+03:00

If only i could ..
reach you
see you
talk to you about me, you, my life, your life, everything!
have one day to stay with you, an hour, a minute, a second, it doesnt matter!
Hold ur hand
...
...
...
...
If only my hand could write what's in my heart

صاج دلال

2005-12-04T16:07:00.000+03:00

كان يا مكان في قديم الزمان و من سالف العصر و الأوان لحتى كان

كان في بنت مو صاحية اسمها دلال ;Pp
كانت تحب النوتيللا وايد !!
فكانت تاخذ نوتيللا و علبة كورن فلكس لمطعم الكنغر
الواقع في منطقة اليرموك قطعة 4
لحتى يعملا صاج

الظاهر ان صاحب المطعم حب الصاج بالشكولا
فقال للآنسة الموقرة دلال.. انا راح احط صاج الشكولا بالمنيو !
"menu"
صاحبتنا استانست حد الدوسة !! و قالت له بس تسميه "......." و كان الاسم مو حلو
فلما قالتلي عن السالفة و ان قالتله ان سم الصاج هالاسم قتلها لا لييييييش!!! كتبي اسمج أحلى!
و فعلا
راحت و قالتله خلاص ابيك تسميه صاج دلال
و منذ ذلك الوقت.. اخترع صاج دلال اللذيذ

انا كنت داخل السيارة مابي انزل عشان اصور استحي :p
فكان اللي يشتغلون واقفين يم الشي اللي قاعدة اصوره، جان يقولون.. حتصورنا حتصورنا !!

ايه ده هوا فيه ايه؟؟ :p
لول!! حدددي كنت بضحك جدامهم بس فشلة :p

اللي مو مجرب صاج دلال خل يروح يجربه ;p

سواد

2005-12-04T01:10:00.000+03:00

"
سوداوية هي حياتها.. حتى و إن حصل ما يبهج سريرتها، فهي دائما ستظل ترى كأسها نصف فارغة

أجاء هذا السواد من العدم؟
من الفراغ؟
أم هو سبب لذنب اقترفته في حق الآخرين
أو ربما في حقها هي..

تفكر و تحلم
تختلق الأعذار للفشلة .. مثلها تماما
تقفز من عالم لاخر.. علها تجد لنفسها وسط هذا الزحام الشديد مكان

تبحث و تظل تبحث بهذه السوداوية.. بذلك القلب الأسود، الذي كان
...
..في يوم من الأيام ابيض ...

تيأس و ترى بأن لا مكان لها وسط أي من هذه العوالم
هي لا تنتمي لأي منهم.. و لا هم يفخرون بوجودها
.....
هناك... تتلطخ آخر بقعة بيضاء في قلبها

بالسواد
..
"

"لأنها غبية :)"
صح؟ ولا في أحد اييب حق نفسه الهم؟! ليش عاد

What if.. ?

2005-12-02T22:31:00.000+03:00

i've always heard of "wut if"'s, i guess that's y am doin lotsa stuff so i wont regret not doing it later!

ya3ny mathalan, they always say wut if someone dies b4 u have the chance to tell him/her that u loved him/her?
ergh! i hate writing this "him/her" thing! so i'll just write "her" 3ashan ana ma3 7qooq ilmar2a ilseyasiya :p
haha eylog wayed ;p ilmohim..
i always picture the ones i love dying b4 i have the chance to tell them how much they mean to me! that's y am being emotional, n keep saying "a7ibbich a7ibbich a7ibbich" :p "sheftay hal s3afa? a7ibbich akthar min iltharrat ily feeha" lol ;Pp
+ some1 i really loved! had passed away n i dint say "i love you" so often!

n there is this, "wut if there was no tomorrow?!"
well, sometimes i wish that there will be no tomorrow!
dont start ths hayoon ! 5ala9 osh
3ashan a frnd had just told moi that am having "liberal" thoughts recently :
who cares?
i do ;p
la 9ij, most the time i put this "wut if" in mind! to achieve more! "a5af bass 9ij :p"
i do it when i want to have fun, like mathalan, 5anroo7 bachir ilshi3ib, WUT IF THERE WAS NO TOMORROW! let's go NOW!
3indy qa3eda etgol: either now or NEVER! when u feel like doing something, do it right away! coz if u dont, u'll never do! "this's me"

wut if u weren't born?
will the world be different?
where will u be then?
oh by the way, does n e one here believe that there is life in other planets?
sha6ait 3an ilmawthoo3? مخي ;p

emmmm, i'll keep other "wut if"'s for myself ..
to avoid misjudgment ;p

تعبت ;/

2005-11-28T22:04:00.000+03:00

تعبت تعبت تعبت!!!

تعبت من تأنيب الضمير لأني مو قاعدة أدرس!!
ولما اقعد مع نفسي اقنعها انها تدرس عشان اريح ضميري.. أرد أقول
ليييييييييييييييييييييش اتعب عمري و ادرس و بعدين ما اشوف نتيجة تعبي؟!؟!؟
شالفايدة ادرس!!! و اقوم و اهد الدراسة
ليش الدكاترة جذي معقدين :(
و معقدينا معاااهم!! تعبت والله ما اقدر اتحمل بعد!!

كانو يقولون ايه ميخالف تحملي هاذي مواد العلوم اهيه تغث استحمليها بعدين مواد هندسة سهالة
خلصت مواد علوم و اخذت مواد هندسة وليلحين هم تعبي مو قاعد اييب نتيجة!! زين ليش؟!!!!!!!!!!! وين المشكلة!

ما أدري!

اللي ادري اني ما أوااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااطن هندسة الكويت!!!!!!!!!!!
ليتني كنت مسؤولة كليتنا :/
جان غييرت وااااااااااايد أشياااااااااااء!!
أولهم اطرد كل هالدكاترة اللي مزرعين بالكلية صارلهم قرووووون!!!!

الدكاترة الزينين عندنا ينعدون عالأصابع
واللي يكون يديد و خوش دكتور.. ثاني كورس يتغير 180 درجة!!
عاد بعد يعني هم الطلبة ما يقصرون اعترف يعني اهمه من اسباب تغير الدكتور للأسوأ!!

ابي اغير العالم!
:@

دايما يقولون ان اذا اردت تغيير من حولك فابدأ بنفسك ثم من حولك
بديت اغير نفسي.. بعدين حاولت اغير اللي حولي
اللي قراب مني
بعضهم تأثر.. و الباجي صم بكم عمي !!
و تعبت! و وقفت! بس ليلحين

أبي أغير العالم !!!!

أصعب مواقف هالزمان

2005-11-27T18:41:00.001+03:00

الوداع

Happy Birthday :)

2005-11-27T17:26:00.000+03:00

I miss you on your birthday,

Not only for your smile,

But for the piece of me that's gone,

Left within your care.

How quickly we've turned distant!

The days pass by like years.

How could friends so inseparable

So soon seem so apart!

How imprecise the instant

Held hostage by my tears!

Though Time may seem insatiable,

I have you in my heart!

*****

Happy Birthday My Friend ;**

May your new year be full of happiness, joy, n success :)

Have the most wonderful year love ;**

قوامت فـــ .. طلعت

2005-11-25T18:07:00.000+03:00

حسيته يقول:
قاومت كل شي و طلعت
!

سبحان الله شلون الأرض متشققة و هالزرعة طالعة

بطريج ردتنا من الشاليه شفت

شايب يتمشى بعكازة و الهندي يمه يدز الــ
wheel chair
بالممشى.. عسى الله يشافيه يا رب

شفت أبو يردف بنته بالبقي :)

شفت شاب يويل بالبقي و يطيح ;/

شفت واحد يسوق بتهور و بجنون!

شفت خيام "كشتات للبر" و فيهم ستالايت
و استغربت.. ليش التلفزيون لاحق الناس حتى لي البر؟؟
المفروض اللي يروح البر يروح عشان التمشي و الشوي و هالسوالف

شفت خيمة كبييرة و بعيرين داخل قفص
و استوعبت بعدين انها خيمة عرس

شفت بيوت وايد!!
قعدت أفكر! الحين بالمنطقة الوحدة البيوت مرصرصة فيها!
والكويت فيها اكثر من منطقة! و البيت يسكن فيه اكثر من شخص!
الكويت شكثر فيها ناس؟؟
الخليج شكثر فيه ناس؟؟
هالعالم كله شكثر فيه ناااااااااااااااس؟!؟!!؟!!!!!!؟
انا شنو بالنسبة حق هالعالم؟!! ولا شي!! انا نتفة ببحر كبيييييير

ذكرت ايام رمضان
ايام القيام و التراويح
كنت دايما افكر.. جم مسجد الحين يصلون القيام بالكويت؟؟
جم واحد و وحدة اب بيتهم قاعدين يصلون القيام، و هم بالكويت؟؟
زين جم دولة ثانية يصلون نفس الوقت القيام معانا؟!!!!؟
و الله سبحانه! عليم بكل واحد فيهم! عليم بما تخفي الصدور!
مع اني ذرة بهالعالم! بس يدري بنفسي! يدري بما في قلبي!

خذاني التفكير و ما حسيت بطول الطريج
لكن حسيت بطول هالدنيا اللي تمر و تنتهي بغمضة عين..

100 ila ;Pp

2005-11-21T23:56:00.000+03:00

Am bored n feel like doing this ;p
100 thngs abt moi :p

1-Am very addicted to writing those “100 things” lists. I wrote 3 before, i.e. this is the forth one :p

2-Lately, am being so un-me, am turning into a horrible person ;/

3-I have to admit, I love it somehow ;p

4-am well-mannered (thiqa no?;p) all praise to Allah in the first place n then to my cherished parents ;** who raised me to be who I am today

5-I have the most, MOST wonderful, caring, understanding parents in this whole universe! N am so, very grateful to have them!

6-Back to my high school years, I “used” to be the most decent, disciplined girl in class, until my 12th grade ;p

7-I was suspended for 1 day from school ;p u know y? ;/ all wut I had done was skipping 3 classes, that’s it! Why the suspension? ;/ but it was kinda fun :P

8-I had 4 of my classmates (which is taaqreeban half of the students in our class :P) skipping chemistry class n sitting on the staircase of the sa6e7 mal liskool munching on nachos (imagine nachos early in the morning! Staghfer Allah ;p) I was the first 1 to be there n it was scary! The place was reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally scary ;p

9-I miss high school days ;/

I enjoy taking personality quizzes, reading abt personalities according to horoscopes (though I don’t read daily horoscopes), and having ppl analyzing my personality

I guess that’s y I love this 100 things list ;p it makes me think abt the real me (which I barely do)

I love getting to know more n more abt ppl

Am shy ;p

I kinda have the 6th sense haha :p

I HATE growing my nails ;/ n I hate seeing long nails of ppl too ;p

I bite my nails ;p (I guess I stopped doing that, but I still bite the skin around my fingernails)

I want to have so many kids! ASAP ;p

Am totally independent, I hate asking ppl for help

I cant live away from home! (I guess I have homesickness, coz even when we travel in summer, I KEEP MISSING MY HOME! The house itself not just my family)

If I could live away from home, then I would’ve studied somewhere else in ths world

The sea scares me! But am so in love with it

I cant swim lol :p

I don’t play n e kind of sport! Or watch them ;p

Lol again back to high school, my team always “wins” the last place in the sports day (I don’t suppose that am the reason behind their loss :p)

I used to be a total nerd ;p knowing everything abt wut we study, but NOTHING abt real life (maskeena ;p)

I love PASTA! Italian food in general

errgh I keep making weird sounds ;p

I dream a LOT!

I have another world (my world, my dream ;p) I have a husband, kids, n so many other things! N I do live this life as if it was real, with all the emotions n details, a house, a car, everything ;p may be I’ll share my “life” with u sometime ;p

Am not a psycho :p even though I might seem so

I adore my pieces of art, even if they werent that good ;p

I enjoy n e kind of art

I love making difference in others

I hate changing a lot

But I love to change my room’s decorations from time to time

I painted two rooms in our house ;p mine n mine lol ;p

I have two rooms, 1’s a bed room n the other is a room for me to relax, draw, n write ( ya ana ;p)

N now am thinking of painting the computer room ;p

I don’t watch TV a lot, I don’t love it in fact ;p

I easily get furious! But ppl are always like: “ambaaih mayloooglich!”
that’s coz I don’t show it, I always tend to manage my anger so it wont get out!

When am furious, don’t dare to come near ;p

I cant look at a cockroach! Ewe! I hate saying its name too!

I don’t eat meat :p

I easily get scared! From everything, movies, ppl, etc ;p

Am scared right now :p am alone downstairs n it’s almost midnight :’( aaah

I hate diets! Never been on a diet ;p

Innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn loooooovvvvvvvvvvvvve with my car! ;***

I talk to her ;p (am not a psycho, am not a psycho, am not a psycho! :P)

Hate seeing some1 doing something wrong n just stay silent! Bass ilnass ma menhom fayda fa waggaft

Sleeping is so essential for me!

Food is not, I can live drinking only (drinking as in drinking juice n water! Mo shay thany :P)

I enjoy helping ppl

Am really grateful of the frnds I have ;** especially my 7amatii lol ;p

I hate shopping n talking on the phone

Am so different from other Kuwaiti girls ;p n am glad am so! (no offense yaw Kuwaiti girls)

I would like to live somewhere else, Switzerland ;** for instance

Life had taught me a lot in the past 2 years. I feel I had grown up 10 more years

My pc, the one am using, is 9 yrs old ;p 7abeeby ;**

Aaaah, am sleepy right now ;p

I laugh more than n e one else in this dinya “I guess :p”

I hate typing something from a piece of paper!

I can cook.. am fair enough in cooking :p ( I dont cook meat, chicken, or fish lol) then wut do I cook?! Vegetarian food, pastas, desserts ;p

Lol I love this “:p” face ;p

Am not vegetarian ;p I eat chicken sometimes

I am open-minded, but I stick to my opinions, unless am convinced that they’re wrong

Ppl’s first impression abt me is “ya7lailha wayed tekana mashallah”

But when they get to know me they say: “mafeeha tharrat tekana” ;p

Well, am tekana, but for sure not with frnds! Wut are frnds for? Arent they there for us to have fun with? Shil fayda a9eer tekana ma3ahom ;p

I don’t want to study n e more ;p

I don’t call my mom yumma ;p

But I do call my dad yuba, my bro used to call him “yeba” lol ;p

I can stay alone for a while, a week may be ;p

I can live without my mobile, TV, PC, but I definitely cant live without my car

My frnd just told me to write this: u r ya7lailich ;p

I keep saying “ya7lailich” all the time! 3ala ay shay, ya7lailich :)

I love even numbers more than odd

I hate being sad ;p so I get over things quickly il7emdillah..

I hate it 1 someone close knows that am sad or not feeling well

I say pappay mo babbay LOOOOOOOOOL! Oo my frnd keeps on saying that am not a kuwaiti coz of that ;p

I don’t dare to eat n e thing not knowing wut are its ingredients

My mind is busy all the time ;p

I never sit not doing n e thing ;p

Love chocolate! Especially the ones with nuts!

Love ice cream too! Bass ice-cream baskin robbins ;p

Am sensitive

87-Ta3abt ;p I’ll continue later inshallah “yemken”;p

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! i wrote this in ms word so i dont write the numbers! n when i pasted it , the NUMBERS ARE NOT THERE! :'(

am back ;p
87- kids inspire me

88- sometimes i hate surprises

89- when i was in high school the idea of memorizing a whole dictionary always comes to me! ambaih shfeeny?? maynoona kint ;p

90- hate watching news!

91- if i read a newspaper, i only read the "ma7aliyat" page + the last page ;p

92- hate coming home then going out again! a7ib 6al3ety tkoon samta wa7da, witha radaiit ilbaiit ma a6la3 again

93- i dont like wearing rings ;p

94- offffffffffffffffffffffff akrah il3afsa!!

95- i 4get a lot.. lil asaf ilshadeed ;p

96- when i say i'll do something, i do it! no matter wut

97- i use english to speak to kids n animals, i dont know y ;p

98- i have an elder brother whom i adore, all my other siblings are younger than me ;p

99- i saw a corpse once, but it didnt look real at all! (this was in the faculty of medicine)

100- i enjoy playing .. kil anwa3 il li3ib ;p (itha mafeeh 6ag em6agag :p)

am done ;Pp

Fear

2005-11-20T17:44:00.000+03:00

Finally! i found my book of poetry ;*** it's not really a book ;p but the project's name was this..
i wrote it during my 11th grade
we were asked to either write a book of poetry or a short story
oo 6ab3an ;p i prefer poems!
so i guess i'll post some poems every once in a while

This is a free verse poem
free verse: a type of poetry without a regular metrical pattern

Fear

The trees were hissing

Like an outragous snake

In the dark,

The sound echoed

And the village was terrified,

Frightened by death

Villegers rushed out of their huts

But the trees kept hissing,

Alone in the dark!

بتعدى الحدود :p

2005-11-20T13:40:00.000+03:00

أدري بطيح من عين وايد ناس عقب هالبوست :p
بس شسوي والله شي حارني و ودي اتناقش معاكم!!! و ودي احد يقنعني بعكس اللي انا مقتنعة فيه!

السالفة و ما فيها ان ليش عيب البنت تقول حق واحد.... "تزوجني"؟؟؟
ما أحس فيها شي!!
يعني اذا وحدة معجبة اب واحد ليش عيب تقول حق اخته او امه او اي وحده من أهله ابي اتزوج فلان؟؟
طبعا انا قصدي بالاعجاب ان اعجاب بالشخصية!! مو الاعجاب الخربوطة اللي صاير هالأيام!
اذا واحد حلو أبيه!
ذا واحد غني ابيه!
اذا واحد من العايلة الفلانية أبيه!

لأ!!! مو هذا قصدي!!! يعني انا اعترف!
معجبة اب جم واحد!! و ودي اتزوج واحد منهم!! ودي اقول حق اخته ابي اخذ اخوج! بس المشكلة انه عيب!! ليش عيب ليش؟!؟!!!

لما انعجب بصبي انعجب اب اخلاقه!! و التزامه! هذا اللي يجذبني فيه! ان شلون ما شا الله عليه اب هالوقت الصعب اهوه ملتزم!
مع هالأغاني و هالبنات!! و كل شي حلو موجود بالدنيا!! شلون هادهم كلهم مع ان اكييد نفسه ودها اب هالأشياء بس قاضبها عشان الله!
ما يستاهل انه ينحب؟!!! هالنوع من الرياييل صارو نادرين!! و ما نلاقهم بسهالة ;/
فاذا انا لقيت واحد و انعجبت فيه.. ليش عيب اقول حق وحده من اهله خليتزوجني؟!!!

الريال اذا انعجب بوحدة 90% يقدر ياخذها
اما البنت!!! ما تقدر تاخذ اللي اهيه معجبة فيه!

و بوقت الرسول صلى الله عليه وسلم كان عادي عند المرة انها تهب نفسها لرجل و تطلب الزواج منه اذا كان على دين! يعني اذا بتاخذه عشان التزامه مو عشان شي ثاني
ليش الحين عيب؟؟

وطبعا يعني ماراح اروح حق الريال نفسه اقوله تعال تزوجني! لا بروح حق بنت من اهله فما فيها شي! عشان لا تقولون ان عيب البنت تكلم صبي
يعني المشكلة اهني.. ليش البنت ما تقدر تنقي زوجها و تطلب الزواج؟

ادري بنطق بس والله منقهرة :p

لواحد مش لاتنين!

2005-11-19T21:21:00.000+03:00

TWIX!
انا ما احب هالكاكاو
بس هالطريقة!! خلتني أمووووووووت عليه!!!
(مادري ليش صايرة وايد اتكلم عن الأكل)
المهم
اخذو عود تويكس و قرموه "يعني عضوه" من الطرفين
حطو بفنيال القهوة العربية
و شربو القهوة من التويكس (جنه عود ) و بعدين اكلو التويكس!
أمبيه لذييييييييييييييييييذ وايد!

try it, u wont regret it ;p

oo remember .. TWIX, لواحد مش لاتنين

wil 100% kamaina, lawa7ed mish latnaiiin!!

من أول ما دشيت الجامعة الى الان هاذي أول مرررررررررررررررة اخذ علامة كاملة!!
فما انلام اذا استانست عليها
الحمدلله الحمدلله الحمدلله!!
oo 7addy emkayfa 3ala il "excellent!!" wanasa mashallah!

a7iss enjaz ;p

tara mo min she6arty ya3ny ma5tha 100% ilmadda mo3ada :P bass still wayed zain ina i got a full mark!

من كثر ما انا مستانسة عليها ماسكة الورقة معاي وين ما اروح! جان زين دايما اييب هالعلامات :p

P.s. tara il anisa ilmowaqarra D ehya ily m3almatny 3ala 7arakat twix ;Pp mo min ta2leefy ya3ny, so, thanx D ;)

Got milk?

2005-11-18T20:39:00.000+03:00

6ab3an ana mo yanna 3al mug 3ashan ohwa for milk, bass yanna 3al cookie ily 3alaiih!
looks so yummmmmmmmmmmmmy!! oo il chocolate chips thayba!! it looks so real
+ ina this mug ehda2 min a dear frnd : )

i cant drink milk! ;/ staghfer Allah 6a3ma mo latheeth!
4 ashya2 magdar akilhom/ashrabhom: la7am, seafood, mushrooms, 7aleeeb!!
ako a7ad may7ib 7aleeb ghairy??

i just thought i'd like to share this "licious" mug with u ;p

enjoy ur wutever ;p
cheers

thekrayat ;Pp

2005-11-15T17:46:00.000+03:00

lol
اذكر قبل لما كنت صغيرة، بعد قلبي قلب روحي، وايد كنت على نياتي و أكسر الخاطر
و """""كنت""""" وايد ذكية (عسى الله يعيد ذيك الأيام) آمين :p
المهم أيام ما كنت بالثانوي كنت وااااااااااااااااااااااااااايد أفكر وايد وايد وايد!
بس للأسف كان تفكيري يقتصر على العلوم
كنت قاعدة أرتب أوراقي جان ألقى نوته صغيرة مكتوب فيها أشياء

lol! i'll write some bass ;p
il title was "Hayoona's Theories"
aham shay il theories ;Pp fahamtaw now shlon kan tafkeery yaqta9er 3al 3loom? ;p THEORIES!! shako? 3abaly ba9eer scientest or something ;p
ilmohim :P

1- obese ppl are ALWAYS funny!
2- they tend to laugh more than slim ppl
3- slim ppl s-u-c-k!
4- u dream, u get (shino ya3ny? :p)
5- الإنسان المتين غالبا ما يكون حساسا (aham shay enna MATEEEN!! 9a7 mateen bil logha il3arabiya? chenha ghala6 ;p)
6- if u hate, then u love.. but if u love, then u never hate (7ikam 7ikam :p)
7- kindness kills (lol :p)
8- لكل قاعدة شواذ بالطبع، ولهذا فإن قواعدي ليس بالضرورة أن تصبح صحيحة دوما
ya salaaaaaaaaaaaaam 3alayyyyy bass ya salam ;p
# end of 1st memory

لما كنت ياهل عمري تقريبا سنتين، 3 سنين صار الشتا فطلعنا و انا كنت توني توني بادية أفهم
فلما طلعنا و شفت الجو بارد قلت:
"الله اكوو كنديشن برره!!"
كنديشن= مكيف
LOOOOOOOOL!! ako aghba? ;p
qa9dy, ako abra2?? ;**
# end of 2nd memory

لول عاد هذا ضج غباء
لما كنت بالابتدائي، ما اذكر بالضبط اي سنة
بس كان علي ألعاب و رسم بنفس اليوم
فييت ابي البس الجوتي و لا افكر و افكر و افكر و افكر
تعبت و انا افكر و ما لقيت جواب حق سؤالي :(
جان اقول حق امي:
"اليوم عندي العاب و رسم، شلبس جوتي رياضة و لا جوتي رسم؟؟؟ "
جوتي رسم= جوتي اسود العادي مال المدرسة :p
ليش سميته جوتي رسم؟ مادري!
# end of 3rd memory

تساؤلات

2005-11-14T23:10:00.000+03:00

ليش أغلبية هالعالم ...... ينون؟!!!؟

ليش الناس همها الناس؟
هذا شلابس؟ و هذا شنو سيارته؟ و هذا وين بيتهم؟ و هذا من ولده؟ و هذا من أمه؟ و هذا شنو يدرس؟ و هذا وين يسافر بالصيف؟
هذا ليش ما تزوج ليلحين؟
وي هاذي شفيها طايح سوقها ليلحين ما تزوجت ليش؟!!!!!!؟؟ أكيد فيها عيب!
HAAAAWWWW : الحين المو متزوجة يعني فيها عيب؟!!
امبيه ليش الناس جذي!

ليش اللي يكون عاقل بهالوقت صار اسمه ... مينون؟

ليش اللي يكون سنع ،بمصطلحات هالأيام صار اسمه.... متخلف؟! و رجعي؟
لول سبحان الله :p

ليش الناس عليهم الظاهر و بس؟؟

ليش أكو ناس يبون اييبوون معدل عالي بجامعة "الكويت" ؟؟

ليش جامعتنا تحطم الاحلام و الامال؟
;p

ليش اكو واسطة؟!!!!!!!!!!!!؟

ليش اكو ناس ما يعرفون المجاملات؟!؟!!
الصراحة حلوة.. بس بحدود ;)

و الينون حلو بس هم.... "بحدود"
:P

ليش البنت سمعتها بسرعة تخترب و الولد لأ؟
صج ليش يعني شالفرق؟! كلهم سوو نفس الغلط ليش الغلط ينقط على البنت؟!!!

ليش فجأة قاعدة اصير وايد صريحة؟
مادري ;p

ليش نهتم أكثر شي حق الناس اللي ما يستاهلون اهتمامنا
واالي يهتمون فينا، ما نهتم لهم؟؟

ليش في تناقضات بحياتنا؟؟

ليش الكويتين هبببببببببببببة؟؟
يعني "مع الخيل يا شقرا!!!" جذي قصدي

ليش بسرعة الأخبار تنتشر بالكويت؟! خاصة اخبار خطبات ليلحين ما انعلنت رسميا!! ليش؟!!!؟
يربطون اسم شخصين اب بعض قبل ما يصير اي شي رسمي!
حرام عليهم هالناس

ليش هني قبل ما نسوي اي شي حتى لو متأكدين ان صح 100% لازم نفكر بالناس قبل؟!! شراح يقولون
و شراح يكون تعليقهم و رايهم فينا؟! لأن مصيرنا يتعلق فيهم
استغفر الله!

ليش المثقف صار المثقف بالمطاعم و بشوارع الكويت اللي كلها خرابيط عيني عينك و بالأسوقة؟!؟
غريبة أول مرة اسمع عن هالثقافة

ليش لما الواحد يكون كله نشيط و فجأة يصير مو نشيط كل الناس يسألوووونه و يحنون شفيييييييييييك؟!؟!!!!؟ و اهوه يقول ما فيني شي!
و الناس: لا فيييك شي شفيك
ما فيني شي ياااااااه! غصب و لا غصب؟!؟
حرام الواحد يعيش بلحظة هدوء و سلام يعني؟!؟!؟

شالهببة اللي الصبيان يطولون شعورهم؟؟

و المتحجبات كل وحدة جبل فوق راسها ؟!؟
"ماعرف شلون اشرح جبل"

ليش الوقت يمررررررررررررررررررررر بسرعة من غير ما نحس؟!؟

و أخيرا ... ليش انا واااااااايد اكتب؟!؟!؟!!!؟

لأني راقي بأخلاقي

2005-11-08T17:17:00.000+03:00

i had a blog once, which no1 knew abt, AND which i wanted my "malgoofa" frnd to find out about it, but didnt! n found this instead :@ ;p she was the reason i started blogging..
any ways, i wrote this thing oo am copying it here, basss, bil 3araby 3araby :p
la3yoon ba3th ilnass ;)

حملة اعلانية نشوفها بكل مكان :: "لأني راقي بأخلاقي"
هل صج نشوف ناس راقين بأخلاقهم؟؟
تحديدا بالكويت؟!
هذيل من الأشياء اللي لاحظتهم واللي ان دلت على شي فإنما تدل على مدى تخلفنا! و مدى جهلنا بالأخلاق اللي احنا المفروض كمسلمين ما تكون هاذي أخلاقنا!

1- لما شخص بالجمعية بس عنده غرض واحد او غرضين و قبله شخص عربانته متروسة! و هالشخص بو عربانة "المؤدب" ما يقول حق اللي وراه تفضل حاسب قبلي!!!
وهذا موقف ما لي خلق اترجمه اقروه انتوا كيفكم عاد :p

imagine that day i was in the jam3iya oo i was standing 3ind ilcashier mal il'7idma ilsaree3a "eyge9oon 3ala mino?? may6abqoon hal shay!" ilmohim,, chan teyee wa7daa bass 3indaha 2 bags '7i'6ra taby et7asibhom oo ana 3indy shwayaat a'3raa'6 oo waraay maraa 3arabanat'ha mo bass matroosa!! ila law getlekom inha 5amma iljam3iya kilha ma3aha shwaya 3alaiha! fa hathy ilmaskeena ily 3indaha 2 bags galat 7ag ily waray,, mumkin a7asib gablich li2anny mesta3yila oo bass 3indy hal cheeysain,, NOW IMAGINE WHAT THE OTHER LADY SAID!!!!! QIMMA QIMMMMMMMMA bil en7e6a6 la'7laaqy !! galatlaha la mo mumkin!! i was : oh my God!! cant she wait just 5 mints!!! bass 5 mnts etha mo less!! God sh'hal nass!! chan ana 3ashan aksir 3ain theech ilmarra gilt 7ag ily 3indaha 2 bags 7asbay gably.. chan etgool la walla mara7 a7asib gablich! intay 5al9ay me5allif ana an6ir.. oo hatheech il shagool 3anha ga3da eta7al6aam! chan hal mara om il 2 bags galat a9lan hatha ilcashier mal ily 3indihom 10 a'3raa'6 aw aqaal laish mo ga3ed e6abqoon hal qanoon?! shal edaaraa?!?!! chan theech il mara et9arre5!! chan etgool WELLY MAYADREE YA3NY SHLOON!!! E7NA MANADREEE !! OO BA3DAAIN HAM ANA MESTA3YILA! MESTA3YILA AKTHAAR MENNICH!! ana menny!! mo basss weddy akfaaa'7 hal marra!! mo bass weddy a3alimha shloon eta7acha 3adil!!! a9laaan ilmafroo'6 min '3aaiir matheech ta6lib menha ena et5aleeeha gabilhaaa ilmafroo'6 et5aleeha !!! shay ey7irrr il9ara7a!!

2- لما يحطون بالسيارة ورق اعلانات، و ايي صاحب السيارة و بكل برود و بكل ثقة!!!!! يشيلها من على سيارته، و بقطها في الأرض!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! هذا و انت كويتي!!!! هاذي ديرتك!!! اذا مو انت اللي حافظت على نظافتها منو بيحافظ عليها؟!!!!!

3- لما يفتحون دريشة السيارة بالطريق السريع و يقطون زبالة السيارة كلها بالشارع!!! تشوف اشياء تطير و تحوش سيارتك!! يعني انا بس بفهم.. ما يقدرون ينطرون لما يوصلون البيت و يشيلون قذارتهم و وصاختهم و يقطونها بزبالتهم؟!!!! يتعبون حالهم يعني؟!

4- لما الواحد يكون قاعد ما فيه شي! لا عله ولا مرض! و بسهالة يقول حق الخدامة: "يبيلي ماي!"
no please no thanks... wow! qimma bil roqqqiy!

5- لما الكويتيين عبالهم ان اخوانا العرب او اي جنسية ثانية يايين اهني عشان يخدمونهم بس! و لما يشوفون نفسهم عليهم!!! منو يدري يمكن اهمه احسن منا اب مليون شغلة و شغلة! و هذا موقف هم مالي خلق اترجم
marra kinna bil shi3ib park oo wagfeen 3ind naif,, fa wagfeen ib 6aboour,, chan wa7da min a5er il 6abour ib KILLLLLLLLLLLLL THIQAA etgool 3a6ny wa7ed bouri!! oo chethy 3ala zaff shwaya,, chan ohwa ygool 6ayyib ta3aly koleeeny kaman,, chan ehya ! SHINOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! SHGILT SHGILT!!! INTA YAAY EHNY TESHTEGHIL 3INDY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANA!! oo gamat etziffa etziffaaa!!! oo et9arri'7 min gumaat raas'ha! il a9ma'7 yesma3 9raa'7ha!7aaddha 7araaatneeeey!!!!
shal a'7laq!!
هذيل اللي أذكرهم حاليا.. و ما خفي كان أعظم!
الله الهادي

Childhood

2005-11-07T00:29:00.000+03:00

The older I grow the more earnestly I feel that the few joys of childhood are the best that life has to give. ~Ellen Glasgow

I wish i could return a child!
run everywhere! do wutever! never worry!
cry for a chocolate bar, a loly-pop, a toy!
be the happiest on earth when i play!
when i see kids around!
when i imagine
that am a grown up ;/ never knowing wut a GROWN UP really means!
when my idea of sadness was not to go outside to play!
or not to sleep in my uncles' house!
when life was just so simple!
when life was all abt playing and having fun
and
never NEVER worrying!

You are worried about seeing him spend his early years in doing nothing. What! Is it nothing to be happy? Nothing to skip, play, and run around all day long? Never in his life will he be so busy again. ~Jean-Jacques Rousseau, Emile, 1762

Children have neither past nor future; they enjoy the present, which very few of us do. ~Jean de la Bruyere

Friends... Not?

2005-11-06T16:45:00.000+03:00

Thinking about her friendship at night, in my bed, b4 going to sleep...
are we really friends?! coz i dont feel so
would we be good friends? or is it something that came so fast and will end up just as fast as it started?
Deep thiniking, absolute silence, total darkness, 6aaaaaaaaaa5!
something had fallen off my wall.. i, expecting it was one of the frames hangin on my wall, switched on the lamp n was amazed!
what had fallen was not a frame!
it was the "friendly" thing she brought me, which i "foolishly" hanged on my wall!
it fell jussssssssssssssst beside my head! il7emdillaah ma 6a7 3ala rasy!
Just then, i figured out the answers of my questions!

adree '3aba2 menny to think this way oo eny ga3da arbe6 6ai7at hal shay ib my questions, but... that's me.. oo i totally believe that this is THE answer

poor me :)

bum barambum..

2005-11-03T00:36:00.000+03:00

وحيدة، محاطة بالناس
ضحوكة، "بجاية" درجة أولى!
اجتماعية، انطوائية
أحب، لا أحب
تنهدت
ومادري شقول
تعبت من التناقضات اللي بحياتي!!
;/

acting "maynoona" to forget those stuff, NO fayda

=======

again meyana stuff to forget..
ams i wrote a 100 aby thngs list, bass some r secrets, so wont tell all..
hathail ohma, etha u want to bring me one, feel free ;p

1-Aby anaaaaaaaaaaaaaam
2-Aby aaaaaakil!
3-Aby ath3aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaf!!!!!!!
4-Aby ba7ar ;/
5-Aby mal3ab may 9abon
6-Aby adfen nafsy bil ramel (ramel ilba7ar, mo qa9dy ante7er:P)
7-Aby ag3ad ib island ebrou7iiiiiii!
8-Aby arateb my rooooooooom
9-Aby adressssssss!
10-Aby aasawy jan6at ilshalaih
11-Aby asooooolif ma3 a7aaaaaad
12-Aby highskooooool!
13-Aby al3ab kout!
14-Aby arsem
15-Aby fries
16-Aby 7aflaa (to have so many ppl to talk to)
17-Aby card (greeting card;p)
18-Aby akteb!
19-Aby asoooog sayarteeee now n go to nowhere! (this is what i realllllllllllllllllllllllllly want to do!!!)
20-Aby my frnds now around me ( i dont think i really "aby" this thng)
21-Aby asoog roll ( a frnd promised me to ensog roll, but she never did ;p n am still waiting :P e7em ;p)
22-Aby angiz bil trampoline
23-Aby aroo7 sirk
24-Aby arkab safeeeeeeeeena
25-Aby arou7 to maldives!
26-Aby abchy
27-Aby ath7ak!
28-Aby 3agly eyred
29-Aby taree5 11/11
30-Aby t5ef 3anny il6aqa ilghabiya!
31-Aby akassssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssser ashyaaa222222!!!!!
33-Aby arkab bungy ( btw, i did ride it twice.. IT'S FUN!!!!!!)
34-Aby poooooool
35-Aby a93ad wanzil a93ad wanzil a93ad wanzil 3al daray
36-Aby asawy extreme makeover 7ag kil shay
37-Aby rmethaaan!
38-Aby at5araaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaajjjjjj!!!!
39-Aby at3alam a9ali7 computers
40-Aby at3alam asawy banchar
41-Aby at3alam a9alli7 sayara
42-Aby at’hawash ma3 a7ad (feeny 6aqat shar;p wedy a9eer rude shwayya ma3 a7ad bas ma3arfa then eymoot 3ala 6oul! 3ashan mayamdeeh yekrahny;p)
43-Aby arkab 79aan
44-Aby amsik senjab
45-Aby al3ab Tetris
46-Aby al3ab shrek
47-Aby al3ab speeed ma3 a7ad
48-Aby mobile yedeeed
49-Aby a6la3 min iljam3a
50-Aby adresss barrrrraaaaa
51-Aby adress architecture
52-Aby a9eer mo7tarefat photoshop
53-Aby ice-cream cake malat 31
54-Aby foul (i ate foul sandwiches 2day :p)
55-Aby ayami3 aghrathy limshateta
56-Aby ayami3 myself limshateta
57-Aby abny bait
58-Aby waaard ( a frnd promised to bring me a flowers' bouquet on my b-day, DONT U DARE 2 FORGET!;p eylog enich nesaitay 9a7? ;p)
59-Aby a9eer creative wayed wayed
60-Aby ashterek eb dawrat rasim
61-Aby ashterek eb dawrat 6ab5
62-Aby galb
63-Aby ga9ir
64-Aby lebnan
65-Aby aro7 ikea
67-Aby aro7 home center
68-Aby jouty (wintaw ib karama) 7ilo oo more7
69-Aby at3alam how to use a drill
70-Aby a9eer sha6ra
71-Aby atfawaq
72-Aby massage
73-Aby at9awar
74-Aby a9awwir
75-Aby laptop
76-Aby emily dickinson
78-Aby waaaaaaaaaaaaaaagggggt

1/11/05 – 12:46 belail
bum barambum, total boredom

am goin shalaih 2morrow inshallah, am sure am gonna miss lotsa STUFF in here ;/
till then, may u all have the greatest, happiest 3eed ever
i need this wish too ;p

:)

رمضان :(

2005-11-02T16:54:00.000+03:00

دقايق و يخلص رمضان :/
ما ندري بيمر علينا رمضان ثاني ولا هذا اخر رمضان لنا
احب رمضان!
احب يمعة الأهل برمضان!
احب الناس برمضان!
احس الدنيا اتينن برمضان!
كل شي يصير غير برمضان..

تقبل الله طاعتكم جميعا
و الله يعود علينا هالشهر مرات و مرات بصحتنا و عافيتنا يا رب

وعيدكم مبارك
=)

p.s. eva, 3araby 3ashanich ;p

offfff ;p

2005-11-01T19:29:00.000+03:00

met7asfa ena gilt 7ag my frnds about my blog, weddy lo magetlihom 3ashan a5eth ra7ty wana aktib ;p a7is eny moraqaba oo i have to think carefully before i write anything coz ppl know who i am now ;/
KILA min my "malgoofa" frnd! ya3ny shal ligafa ily feech intay? lol!
magdar aktib ay shay ya6ry 3ala baly wala agdar aktib 3an my thoughts ily maby a7ad a3arfa ey3aref 3anhom, staghfer Allah shil fayda msawya blog 3ayal? ;p a7achee my frnds bil phone a7san!
a5aiih a5aiih ;p
yalla ma3alaiih hathy ildinya... baroo7 adawerly mukan thany ag3ad feeh ma7ad ey3arefny feh ;p
feny 6aqat 7achy aby at7acha wayed ;p
bass mara7 awaggif writing ib hal blog 3ashan bedayte kanat feh lo ma ba3th ilnass 5arebaw 3alay..
lol 7aratny 7aratny! shasawy feeeeha? ;p

Oo ri7na

2005-10-30T19:48:00.000+03:00

ri7na ilba7ar 2day ;**
iljaw kan fatheeeee3!
i was like: chan zain lo agdar a9awwir iljaw wa5alee ilnass ey7esoon shkither ohwa ey3aqid! ;**
hawa2on 6alqon mon3ish ;p

i promised to take photos, so here r some =)

a3az a9diqa2y ;p 7obbi il a5eer, dalalat galby ;** ;Pp

shakla eywannis oo ohwa mendemej

Afkary anaa ;p

2005-10-30T13:24:00.000+03:00

lol 5ala9na min afkar o5oy il ebda3iya ya dory ana ;p

lol ehny gally basawy rou7i 3abee6 oo 9awreeny ;p getla la saw rou7ik za3lan et9eer a7la, chan 7ayatii ey9addig ;p

Begt fekreta :p lama shaf il pic chan ey3a9ib 7addddda eygooly "WAAIN WAYHEE LAISH MA6ALA3TEH! shil fayda ga3ed a9awwer!" lol maskeen yakser il5a6er ;p

LOL! my lil bro ;p

2005-10-29T23:16:00.000+03:00

lol! hatha my lil bro ilmaskeen ;p
yany ilhaam ta9weer chan agoola ta3al 5anroo7 ensawy fan ilta9weer
chan yeshtaaa6 7ADDDDDDAAAA weygol la7tha la7tha! ehdoomy was5a 5al arou7 aghayerhom oo arid
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!! 7abeeeby ;**
chan agoola ta3al mara7 etbayen ehdoomik!!
chan ag3ad a9awra oo ohwa eygooly la7tha ana 3indy fikra, 5ansawy chethy ;p
oo etha ma6ala3t wayha ey6anger 3alayy eygooly shino shil fayda et9awreeny bedoon wayhee :(
7ayaatiiiii ;***
isnt he cute? mashallah ;**

3egob ma9awwart eeda ily masik flowers, gally shoofay ana 3indy 7araka! chan eysawee hathy ;p

Hathail kilhom afkara ohwa ;p

When u get inspired

2005-10-29T22:34:00.000+03:00

whenever inspiration knocks ur door, let it in!
write down wut it says!
NEVER! never, and again NEVER rely on ur memory!
when i was in bed last night my inspiration knocked, and kept on knocking
finally, i opened the door, told me wut it wanted
and left
i dint write down wut it had told me! i thought i had enough memory to recall wut it said
but unfortunately, waking up in the morning n sitting trying so, very hard to remember wut it said, i came up with nothing!
i dont even remember wut the theme was about!
7asafa 3ad it was something nice ;p
فهذا نداااااااااااااااااااء عاجل لكل من يأتيه الإلهام.. دونه على طول
;p

- to the frnd who knew mino ana ;p ----> i HATE u (U) ;Pp 3ad et9adgeen 2day kint ba76 pics ilnass eb yadroon ena hathy ana minhom ;p bass 3addalt ba3th il ashya2, which u read ;/ "and which I DINT WANT U TO READ!:@" ;p so mes7eehom min ur memory ilsa3eeda ;p

Ba7ar ;**

2005-10-29T16:30:00.000+03:00

Sea

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
where i relax n forget life's problems
my way to my world, my imaginary world
my idea of having fun is just to sit infront of the sea, even if i was alone
he'll be my companion
he'll listen to me with no disturbance
isn't it the same to u?

i might be going to the sea-side 2morrow, with a friend though ;p not alone
i should take some photos if i went there, n i'll post them later inshallah
if any 1 wants 2 join, ur all more than welcomed ;p

Salamon 3ala Al Donya!

2005-10-28T22:23:00.000+03:00

إذا المرء لا يرعاك إلا تكلفا فدعه ولا تكثر عليه التأسفا
ففي الناس أبدال وفي الترك راحة وفي القلب صبر للحبيب ولو جفا
فما كل من تهواه يهواك قلبه ولا كل من صافيته لك قد صفا
إذا لم يكن صفو الوداد طبيعة فلا خير قي ود يجيء تكلفا
ولا خير في خل يخون خليله ويلقاه من بعد المودة بالجفا
وينكر عيشاً قد تقادم عهده ويظهر سراً كان بالأمس قد خفا
سلام على الدنيا إذا لم يكن بها صديق صدوق صادق الوعد منصفا

- Al-Shaf3y ;***

Fa ma kollo man tahwaho yahwak qalboho :(

wala 5ayra fe 5ellin ya5oono 5aleelaho wa yalqaho men ba3di al mawadaty bil jafa!!!

Salaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamon 3ala al donya itha lam yakon beha 9ADEEEEEEEEEQON 9ADOOOQON 9adiqo al wa3dy mon9ifaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Kalimat raw3a! w ma3na arwa3
w y3awwwwwwer ;/

I didn't reach thee

2005-10-27T15:32:00.000+03:00

I did not reach thee,
But my feet slip nearer every day;
Three Rivers and a Hill to cross,
One Desert and a Sea—
I shall not count the journey one
When I am telling thee.

Two deserts—but the year is cold
So that will help the sand—
One desert crossed, the second one
Will feel as cool as land.
Sahara is too little price
To pay for thy Right hand!

The sea comes last. Step merry, feet!
So short have we to go
To play together we are prone,
But we must labor now,
The last shall be the lightest load
That we have had to draw.

The Sun goes crooked—that is night—
Before he makes the bend
We must have passed the middle sea,
Almost we wish the end
Were further off—too great it seems
So near the Whole to stand.

We step like plush, we stand like snow—
The waters murmur now,
Three rivers and the hill are passed,
Two deserts and the sea!
Now Death usurps my premium
And gets the look at Thee.

-Emily Dickinson

When feelings VANISH!

2005-10-26T10:38:00.000+03:00

How come feelings vanish?!!!
I always ask myself! and couldn't get to an answer ;Imagine 2 being best of friends for years and years and then, all of a sudden, no feelings are there any more! as if they weren't friends at all!
I wish all the ppl are like:
"Ma tehoon ayyaaam 7obbak 7ilwa kanat wila MURRA!"
w tebga inta fe 7ayati a7la 7ob w a7la 3ishra

any1 has an answer? vanished feelings?!

New in here

2005-10-25T09:10:00.000+03:00

Hey ya all..
am new here, but i used to read other's blogs, so i know wut's the blogs bout
any ways, i just needed a space to talk bout myself n my thoughts

wut urges me to write this thing is that am so mad!
now bat7acha bil kwaity if u dont mind..
wayed em3a9ba min our university! il dr's mayer7emoon! oo it's ramadan wil 10 il awa5er ;/ oo still ya36oona hw's and quizes! ;/ walla it's something unbearable!!
it's so hard and tough! ya3ny law il madda sahla it's ok! bass ilmadda yabeelha emjabal ;/ oo i have 3 homeworks due 2morrow PLUS 2 quizes n am not done yet!
i know something's wrong with me BUT! the blame also lies on the dr's! mo bass ana!
n e ways, i need to go to solve wut i know, for getting 1/10 is better than ZERO!

talk 2 ya all later..